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2007-02-11T16:39:00.000-08:00

okayy . now its 8 am in the morning !
and im feeling pretty miserable .
everything was fine until i started searching for my o level results
guess what ?
i couldnt find it .
and who fault is it ?
my mom . who denies it .
she took it out from my bag to look at it without putting it back .
and when i ask her where she put it .
she cant rmb -.-
great im so dead and i cant register online now .
better ask my dad what to do .
before i get scolded by mom .
but thats not the only reason im miserable .
i shouldnt have gone on friendster .
grr i feel like punching the miserable piece of turd .
lousy lousy shit .
i feel so messed up i just feel like rotting at home .
and being a couch penguin ):
sighh i need a good cheering up .

2007-02-09T04:58:00.000-08:00

my blog is alive again .
i guess cos i just need to type out what i feel .
its like one bad thing after another .
here the curve comes in again .
i guess cos during the first month i was so happy that there had to be a downturn .
which is happening now .
first o's and now my family .
as always they never give me a choice .
its always "follow what we say or watch out"
or "we know whats best for you dont argue"
but do they ?
i mean they've never been to pj .
they've never been to ac .
they only hear names .
like brands and my brother .

2006-09-12T06:18:00.000-07:00

prelims are over !
and its been a long time since i've blogged .
haha tmr is the DISC profiling and career thingy .
and thurs will be our career talks .
i picked business management and MEDICINE !
sighh but we've got to come dressed in office clothes .
goodness who'se gonna wear heels to school .
okay maybe everyone .
haha and tmr is longest day full dress rehearsal .
i think my class has the funniest item EVER !
harry potter and the lemon tree .
goodness i was laughing so hard in class at joy and ger's singing .
they're brilliant .
loads of ideas .
haha my mom's being weird again .
she keeps running across the room to disturb me and run back to the other end again .
WHILE ON THE PHONE WITH HER FREN ?!
gosh . haha dog ):
i saw a keeshong on sunday .
persuading my mom as hard as i can to get it .
trying to strike o's and prelim deals with her .
maybe the samoyed would do too (:
haha gonna watch my 9pm show now .

2006-08-09T21:02:00.000-07:00

2006-08-08T00:09:00.000-07:00

okayy prelims have just started so im not supposed to be on the com but i cant resist the temptation . damn . haha
anyway i dont feel stressed i dont feel nervous i think it must be bcos i feel like theres no hope and i cant be bothered which kinda bothers me.
well first 3 mths i just wont go to jc and i'll wait for o's to come out . hahahaha
okay thats trash .
I CAN STILL CATCH UP . only english has gone past .
all i have to do is just not sleep for the next one month and i can do it !
okay just my wishful thinking .
i was supposed to study on sunday but no i ended up watching combined schools .
thanks to somebody . haha
but it was fun . and i've never seen so many ppl bowl for it before ?
ohwell it was freezing in there la . wore 3 layers of clothes .
looked like a snowball and had to borrow amelia's jacket .
CONGRATS FOR REACHING YOUR GOAL WOMAN !
haha haha haha haha and someone's pissing me off too
i miss the bowling team already .
esp the sec 1's and 2's .
they're so cute and friendly . sighhh .
but well we're all quite happy for the outcome of the voting .
the comm's gonna be good (:
all responsible and so on . okayy so yes im uploading pics of AUDREY .
haha our dear pirate who was so embarrassing as she was changing by the road !
xin and i laughed till we were gonna pee man .
here are some pics (:

2006-07-27T21:36:00.000-07:00

audrey and me ! nice redd (:
jooo and caaaasss ! haha shes so cute .
b2 ! ger pok me jamie tiff ying and nette .
bowling alley . haha me, someone's cow and xin .
guess which foot is aud's and which is mine . *hint* toe colour
doesnt nic's eyes look pretty .
mellee aud jo and pok . ahh i <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3054/621/1600/jo%20and%20viclim.jpg"> yeahh bowlers !
bowler nettie bowler . ethel looks victorian (:

2006-07-26T19:39:00.000-07:00

oh such a long time since i've blogged .
c'div was so sad . esp for overall schools and masters .
nvm there's always next yr . haha when im gone (:
founders day was fun . in a way i guess . haha
audrey and i were always at the table eating like CRAZY !
so everyone else is taking photos but us .
but i do have a few (:
amanda was superrr hot on stage la .
but darling you walked too much like a guy . haha
dinner was such a rip off . i mean hello 75 bucks !
by the time we returned to our hotel room at 11 plus our feet were cramping .
damn high heels . they are an evil creation .
so yes our whole room started getting sick as in mentally .
and kinda dirty but we were so tired that we just kept laughing .
audrey is the sickest girl i've met . and mr ling is married !
hahahahahaha .

2006-07-11T04:45:00.000-07:00

my lit teacher is fantastic !
she can change a prose horror genre to some horny subject .
and yes she kept going on about it .
according to the other classes she's kinda horny too .
haha now im fighting with pok on the phone about how i feel .
haha im going off now .
POK IM NOT IN SELF DENIAL !

2006-06-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

woah im sooo tired .
came home i konked out straight away .
partly cos of the dhasedyl .
haha woke up and i was aching all over .
think its the cold goshh .
AND THE JUNIORS FAULT !

day 1:
we watched water boys . haha it was hilarious as always .
upon reaching we played the polo sweet game !
HAHA I HAVE SO MANY BLACKMAIL PICTURES !
some looked like they were gonna kiss .
team athena was super funny . they kept dropping esp iris and michelle .
jasmine breathed too strongly and blew all the flour onto her face and shirt .
iris's chin was floured too . haha
night games !
it was kinda embarrassing . was sitting next to ronald macdonalds waiting for my first group .
when they came i was laughing . haha didnt mean to be mean .
grace's ermm make up artist drew really thick curly eyebrows for her .
HAHAHA ! they were attracting stares from everyone la .
and two groups got chased by the clown on stilts .
iris and elvina's erm costumes stood out .
elle's leaf wings whacked a little boy's face and iris's tube top kept dropping !
hahah she had a moustache drawn on too .
so yes more BLACKMAIL PICTURES !
made them all pose with ronald in their madeup faces (:
at night jeremy was nice to help me carry 14 cones of ice cream to the chalet .
sadly they all melted and dripped onto jeremy who wanted to eat them .
spent the rest of the night in front of the tv with the sec 4's laughing away till 2plus .
i tried to sleep but nooo michelle audrey and vic kept talking and laughing which made me laugh that i shook the whole bed so xin started laughing too .
carried on this way till we slept .

day2 :
double whacko !
HAHAHA SUPER FUNNY !
gosh i loved it . everyone was screaming and whacking the ppl behind them .
and i got whacked like 6 times la . my poor brain .
haha and the name i kept calling was lixin ! then she called sarah and sarah called me so i called lixin again and she called lixin !
this iris kept calling me cos i had the shortest name . JO !
haha then in the afternoon while uncle john gave theory lessons , 6 of us were err sleeping on the bed . squeezed onto the bed .
vicng was being les and touched my butt ! she put her hand across xin ahem . haha
then xin jumped onto my legs . woahh i could almost hear a crack .
michelle was mutilating my bolster . my poor dear . haha
audrey was busy calling herself a horny bitch . haha so much laughter .
AFTERNOON GAMES !
i've never laughed so hard in such a long time man .
esp when all the girls spinned all over the place . goodness i almost peed .
then some groups smashed the banana . sighh .
commercials rocked la . haha

2006-06-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

okay im freaking out over camp tmr .
theres so many things to do but havent finish .
my mom's really irritating me .
she thinks its damn funny but gosh it gets me on my nerves like really .
my running nose is getting worse and i have a headache .
havent even packed my bag .
hope i'll feel better for camp or else i'll just die .
plus the camera .
ticked me off so much .
since may i've been planning to take the video cam .
my brother and sister took the digital cam rubbish .
then now my mom just out of the blue wants to take the video cam .
its so unfair and her excuse it "oh its expensive"
ohh please she knows thats not it .
sighh now i've got ppl irritating me online .
goodness what is wrong with the world or me maybe .
today was a boring day .
except for a certain phone call which made me laugh .

2006-06-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

some ppl just have no respect .
like show some respect to PARENTS and others who have WON .
they wouldnt be first if they didnt train hard and earn it .
so dont put ppl down .
besides if things dont bother you why say it all ?
goodness i dont get anything thats going on .
im so glad im out of mg next yr (:
then i'll be in ac with xinxin . wahahaha .
okay im getting so irritated now .
my tagboard is down and im abt to strangle someone .
goodnight .

2006-06-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

chalet was great fun esp the first day (:
slept at like 340 !!
haha goodness was watching van helsing .
before that we played top spin !
WOOHOO ADRENALINE RUSH MAN !
hahaha then i started getting high first .
laughed at practically ... NOTHING !
then followed by audrey . she was even more high .
then mel lee started singing along cos we were winning and finally POKKOS !
haha goodness has soo much fun (:
next morning i woke up at like 6 !
bcos some smart girl i shall not name her .
MELISSA POH ! put her hp alarm vibration under the pillow we were sharing !
so yes i woke up then when she got up i moved in for the WHOLE BED !
haha ate breakfast and we played tennis !
oh yes and i quite like the beach .
it rocks big time .
nice breeze , breakwater and can see the moon !
haha dinner was hilarious !
none of us knew that amanda was gu niang !
she actually used tissue to hold the crab pincer we were eating !
HAHA SO FUNNY .
pok and i made a heart out of candles for mellee . it was pretty .
audrey is uber blur . kept asking her to bring mellee to the toilet or smth she went
"huuh i dont wanna go"
haha PLAYGROUND WAS SO COOL .
think we all had a deprived childhood .
we actually hooked legs and went down this really curvy slide tgt . haha
need to go toilet .

2006-06-11T08:08:00.000-07:00

wheee today was fun . well to me .
woke up lateee (: watched tv .
haha went to eat late lunch with daddy near chinatown .
and for the first time i saw an indoor flea market !
its rather interesting .
dad and i were looking at old stamps that cost 60 bucks !
dollar notes that dad has too ! which means we actually can sell these for quite alot .
most of the time we were looking at WWII army figurines .
lord of the rings star wars etc .
funniest was this boy was running around dressed as obi wan kenobi !
HAHAHAHA !
most enjoyable was cos dad and i hardly spent time tgt and i had so much fun talking with him .
england was disappointing .
they didnt score any goal other than the own goal one .
poor dude . bet the paraguay coach must be killing him for jumping .
HAHA .
my nose is running real bad but who cares !
chalet's tmr (:
and i realise without me the chalet would be terribly boring
i contribute the xbox.4 controllers.games.maybe speakers and finally MYSELF !
haha . anyway gotta go pack my bag now and get ready .
have some talk at shangri-la tmr -.-

2006-06-10T05:52:00.000-07:00

if only my eyes were as big as when i was a kid ):
sighh nvmit can be fixed .
PLASTIC SURGERY !!
wahaha okay im just kidding .
i should be happy with what i have since God made me right .
round-ish and joanna-ish (:
oops england vs paraguay is starting soon .

2006-06-09T07:32:00.000-07:00

2006-06-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

whee today was a really nice day .
funny too . haha watched she's the man with xin !
ITS HILARIOUS . and channing tatum is HOT !
nice body cute face . haha everything's working and mellee thinks so .
bleahh then she came over and started going through my baby pictures !
IT WAS HUMILIATING . haha
she laughed till she cried .
shortly after i brought her to daily scoop for ICE CREAM AND WAFFLES !
yum yum yum (:
saw miss bong and her *gasp* husband !
haha wasnt what i expected but ohwell .
i must say that singaporean girls look better than the guys .
next i went to class party !
YEAH MAN IM STILL UNBEATABLE IN TOP SPIN !
hahahahahaha . cant wait till chalet to thrash err sotong and justin ?
hehe *evil grin*
all of us were damn noisy in the function room la .
screaming shouting blasting music .
plus dog and bone was WOAHH !
haha ger crashed into michelle fell and bam !
then like wrestling and stuff . pretty fun .
IM SO HAPPY I GAVE MELLEE A HEART ATTACK !
the way i talked abt the chalet it was as if i couldnt go .
besides im the one holding onto the xbox/dvd player/games etc
and everyone loves me (: <3

2006-06-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

owww . i just tripped up the stairs while holding my piece of bread ):
i think i cracked my toes .
anyway today was superr tiring
had school then i used the whole of amanda's tissue packet .
sorry man (: haha
so i went home didnt go for lit and the mels played top spin .
so fun fun fun !
haha went to meet joel and IT RAINED !
sighh so we got wet cos joel's umbrella is sooo small .
haha but thanks for sharing it anyway .
the restaurant was closed which i found sooo amusing . haha
ended up sitting outside on the steps like beggar or smth .
haha talk talk talk and watch ships .
got hungry went for prata and joel made a HUGE BOOBOO
he went up to an indian guy who didnt work there and asked him to take our order .
joel one word for you : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
not every indian guy works at a prata shop you know -.-
ate some weird soup which had CELERY floating in it
totally killed my taste buds but the soup didnt taste that bad .
i still have yet to know why its good for health . hmm .
met aunty mavis on the bus . hahaha .
TENNIS WAS SHITTY !
well most of the time aunty mavis was running everywhere cos i wasnt aiming .
anyhow whack la !
whee i run backwards into the wall . how nice .
played chess with roy who only happens to be p2 .
i lost ): no face man .
nvm shall beat him next timee !
im tired now . shall sleep soon zzz

2006-06-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

ENSHAO NEXT TIME IM TREATING !!
keep fighting with me . haha
i promised myself the last time round that next time i'll pay .
think i didnt hear you at the counter ehh .
haha i cant believe the man behind the counter too !
i stuck my 10 dollar note in front of him but noo .
he took enshao's -.-''
this is so unfair .
today was sooo boring .
kept staring at the tcher's face during geog .
so i look like im listening (:
practically look like i was sleeping the whole dayy .
which resulted in a migraine .
and i think i have absolutely funny frens .
and they come in the form of joel and anto .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .
still cant get the mental images out of my head .

2006-06-05T06:06:00.000-07:00

INSTRUCTIONS:1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (duh.)3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT .

obviously guy right .

1.no vulgarities please . it gets very annoying and makes me feel very ughh .

2. SMOKING IS A BIG NO NO . smoke , you can be my fren and nothing else .

3. christian . fill the part too (:

4. sensitive to people's feelings . teasing is alright but know when to stop and not overdo it . funny and have a sense of humour but not at the expense of other people's feelings

5. very clean cut . not untidy , look like just come out of the swamp that kind.

6. name starts with J , not very impt but its a bonus since my whole family's name starts with J .

7. respectable job . well at least must earn more money than me or higher ranking .

8. must love animals ALOT (:

the next eight :

1. xiao pok cai

2. mel lee

3. jeremy lim

4. ong taugay

5. enshao

6. mingxuan

7. elvina

8. iris

2006-06-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

i think my dad is very cute . hes hilarious .
mom left for bangkok on friday night and i didnt know until like midnight .
goodness but it still felt the same without her .
haha so my father's favourite question " are you hungry ? we go eat cheng teng . hurhur "
which i will say no since its so late and im too lazy .
saturday went church and joel you have a mindset of a girl shopper !
ahaha its true .
compared to me your more indecisive abt the ahem clothes .
dont say cos im a half guy or anything .
so yes at night went to swensens with dad .
was worried i couldnt find anything to talk to him and the night will be filled with awkward silence .
so i just kept talking and talking and talking .
complain abt tuition . ppl . try to tell him abt my frens ?
and my food was delayed so my dad was sorta scolding the waitress .
but it sounded funny since he was laughing at the same time !
so funny i was trying not to laugh while drinking water .
went borders then cos my dad had a voucher we obviously use it .
but the stupid counter woman said that needed authorisation .
hello no one cares ! so we tried to make her feel guilty :

me : ehh dad no one ask one leh . how come this time have ?
dad : ya lor i also dont know why . so weird one .
me : but its mom's and shes not here . her signature is there . what else they need .
dad : dont know . ehh excuse me my wife's voucher why must have authorisation ?

damn in the end it didnt work .
but it was rather fun .
today just keep reading . shared a laksa with dad and watched toy story 2 .
ITS FUNNY ! must watc esp the green aliens
" you have saved us . we are eternally grateful . "
poor mr potato head .
sighh got school tmr . better go read book now (: ciao

2006-05-31T07:00:00.000-07:00

wheee . today was such a fruitful day i seriously felt sooo happy .
bowling camp plans are like finishing soon .
all the games timings and food .
THIS IS GONNA BE GREAT .
haha tmr got school amaths .
dont like relative velocity . its nuts .
bio prac . haha ger kept laughing at me ):
my carrot cut until look like shit . it was so hard la .
then i managed to stuff 10 slices into the boiling tube which was quite funny .
went downtown east . haha IM CAR SICK .
i just realised . i needed to throw up so badly in the car .
oh noo and i love airplane rides . i dont wanna throw up !!
haha damn mom's watching da chang jin . 3 times already la .
whole day JANG GUEM AH !
piang ehh . ooo and go read jeremy's blog on siblings .
it really makes tons of sense .
I AGREE !

2006-05-29T04:29:00.000-07:00

CHINESE O'S IS FINALLY OVER OVER OVER !
i think i sorta screwed it but NVM . haha
i mean i cant go redo my paper . so ya .
and finally my xmen 3 .
I LIKE STORM SHES SO DAMN COOL !
the way she fried calypso too . ohwell .
wolverine is hot and im so happy scott died .
hes kinda useless and haha wimpy too .
phoenix is cool i like jean's hair its long and red (:
but her skin and eyes become freaky when it gets scary .
angel also quite poor thing ):
young time that part was damn sick . tried to cut off his wings .
SO PAIN . i felt so sick after i watched that part .
still in my mind *throws up*
was laughing at the shockwave person .
and all that time i thought SHE was a HE .
my oh my . haha
and the ending is like so dull .
HOW CAN MAGNETO JUST BE GONE LIKE THAT .
he still has to fight apocalypse with the xmen . nonono .
sighh im rather bored now . at audrey's house .
watched legally blonde 2 and its utterly stupid .
i mean how can the dog be gay . poor dog .
and i dont like chihuahuas .
ROTTWEILERS ARE WAYYY BETTER (:
tmr's a long day . gotta go school for chinese and bio .
followed by amath tuition .
bound to get my migraine back .

2006-05-28T01:19:00.000-07:00

chinese o's tmrrr !
haha lets go jump off a building .
okay no just kidding .
hmm i will not be upset if i do badly cos i've not been studying .
first things first i do not know how prepare for chi either than ermm reading notes .
so yes im definitely happy if i get a b4 and above .
like hallelujah man .
secondly , im not counting chi in my L1R5 .
but i will still try my best .
didnt go church today since i went today .
first time i could sleep in sundays .
thanks you Lord .
haha brother called back on skype asking what to get for joni's bday which is
NEXT WEEK .
oh noo how to give her present when she's in aust .
sooo i told my mom to give me to my sis !
she'll be so delighted (joel pls do not comment on this line)
sighh and i think theres smth wrong with me .
i've just been continuously sleeping .
last night slept abt 1 ?
woke at 945 and by 12 i felt sleepy again . just like now .
and if i sleep now which will be abt 3 hrs . at night at 11 i'll be sleepy again .
ohh dear .
my mom is being funny again .

mom : joooo . what do you want to eat for dinner ?
me : arent you cooking ?
mom : you want me to cook ?
me : DUHH ! then what are we supposed to eat ? grass ?! (points to the gardern)
mom : OHH !! so clever . when have you become so intelligent ! what a discerning spirit .
me : stares blankly, close the door and lock it

ohwell . sufferring from indigestion again .
X MEN III HERE I COMEE !!

ohh and did i mention .
drinking is terribly bad . i mean its like escapism from the real world .
so what if it takes away problems ?
its only temporary and it doesnt exactly leave a person feeling very good .
in fact it makes the person's head heavy and sick .
i dont think its very ideal to be throwing up in front of frens i must say .
or spilling secrets in front of ppl embarrassing one's self .
it makes people addicted so hellooo .
hey so thats why God's there to hear your problems . pls dont turn to drinking .
its bad for health too and doesnt give a good reputation .
and no it isnt cool .
hehe any pep talk i still have my eng speech on clubbing with me :P

2006-05-26T03:38:00.000-07:00

today was so sian .
i woke up at 7 with a very uncomfortable stomach .
then bathed cokey pokes .
shes so cute . my dining table is too tall for her so when we eat .
she stands and leans on the edge and tries to use her paw to take the food .
obviously she cant reach . hahah .
see her so poor thing i threw her a nut .
so heng she never choke or im so dead if my dad finds out .
i also found out that my maid feeds her secretly !
i give my dog pokey sticks and chocolate .
my maid gives her biscuit and meat .
keeping this secret from dad . haha
sighh and im so down after finding out my emath marks .
i've never done so bad for math before . i always got a1 .
and now im hoping i can get b3 . goodness .
ohh and joel sent me this really funny jap video . haha
go watch : http://www.metacafe.com/watch/128811/do_not_laugh/
gonna go out for dinner .

2006-05-25T07:28:00.000-07:00

arghh blinking computer isnt working .
and the punk isnt at home .
dad almost killed me for trying to pry it open with a nail clipper .
so i changed to a ruler which eventually broke into two -.-
shit why so swayy !! WHYY !!
nvm . i'll use the other com tmr .
haha so sorry jeremy for tripping you on the bus today .
didnt mean it . haha
i stuck out my leg to kick you end up you walk so fast so i move front .
haha then you tripped .
at least you turned around and realised ...
WE'RE ON THE SAME BUS !!!
haha whee how fun .
and elvina cheer up k .
be anti-guy ! like how you said i sounded like one . haha

2006-05-25T02:42:00.000-07:00

okayy i think now i know what guys window shopping means .
and its HILARIOUS not to mention quite fun .
haha and i just learnt that you can wash your specs !!
really didnt know that part .
and i didnt know guys also do what erm girls who are broke do .
go into shops and try things on for fun .
haha i must say the flowers print do look good sometimes .
but hardly cos pink is rather gigglo-ish. haha
weirdos . i was rather afraid that the ppl will scold for playing with the shades .
haha didnt go school today .
had migraine and stupid running nose .
in the morning it was so hot and stuffy .
when im abt to step out of the house for tuition .
BOOOM ! THUNDER ! LIGHTNING !
what shit right .
then was sneezing like crazy in tuition .
and mr kok was like .
"your nose is affecting your work . your getting so many careless mistakes"
then i hear louder thunder .
got wet again . DAMN YOU RAIN !!
okay my nose is firing away again wheee
got back my bio mcq . did so rubbishy . haii .
i think im not going school again tmr ):

2006-05-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

today got my chi back .
i hate chinese to the core .
stupid baboon ass subject .
ughhh i got c5 la . shiet .
definitely not counting it in my L1R5 .
i corrected my chem paper 1 too .
could have done better .
so many mistakes is i last min cannot decide then change .
damn you jo .
got 33/40 sighh
tmr got amath tuition at 7 to 9 .
which i totally dont wanna go ):
mom come home . saw my face today .
ask whats wrong i just look at her then walk away .
then she say when cannot get what you want . cannot sulk or talk back .
so thats what i did .
i didnt look at them .
i didnt talk at all .
haha they cant get a word out of me .
oh yaa and she cannot out talk me :P
i wasnt sulking cos she knows my face is like stone .
carry no expression (:
haha i hope one day i can achieve that "poker face"
tmr going thru combined humans i think .
its stupid that we're not getting back our papers .
keep falling asleep .
and chinese . goodness me .
first day back in school no marking day no nothing .
straight away i got zhuo wen over 10 li jie wen das .
and gotta finish the whole zhuo ye by thur .
guess gotta stay up till pontianak hours to finish ):
wrote a letter to cucumber during chi and chem cos i was SO BORED .
haha he thought the picture of the stickman was a turtle -.-
ITS SUPPOSED TO BE A HEALTHY FAT MAN !!
better go sleep . long day tmr .

2006-05-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
today was funny .
one minute i was talking to amanda down the stairs of cine .
next min i turned and she DISAPPEARED !
hmm what could have happened ?
hahaha she slipped down the stairs !
goodness gracious how on earth did you do that .
she just slipped ! no sound no nothing .
NO VIBRATIONS .
hahaha
watched over the hedge and da vinci code .
nowadays movies are like so high tech . and life-like .
compared to way back king kong .
the comparison is like MILES apart .
so yes . this morning i got up at 7 .
like what the hell for ?
hahaha to wash the floor (:
i realised coco has been stinking so much and i saw how my maid washes the floor !
ABSOLUTELY HORRENDOUS !

she does this :
wet the floor .
pour dettol .
take a broom and sweep .
spray water .
TADAAA ! SHES DONE -.-

so i did it my way :
wet the floor .
take a hand brush .
carry dettol and pour while i scrubbed all the tiles .
on my hands and knees !
THATS CALLED WASHING AUNTY MEDE !

so yay coco has a cleaner patio now (:
but damn . it rained .
there goes my hardwork . haha

2006-05-21T04:33:00.000-07:00

haha thanks to my MASTER PLAN !
i got my mom and dad talking again . haha
wheee wheee .
now my mom and i are scheming to get my dad to agree .
TO BUYING THAT SUPER CUTE CORGI AT THE DOG FARM .
heyy it can be a pet for coco since shes always so lonely .
i actually couldnt believe it when my mom asked how much it costs .
i was oh no . die gone case .

guy : 1400 bucks . imported from aust .
mom : ohh . heyy not bad ehh jo you want anot ?
me : *stunned* a few seconds later . YEAHHH !!!

he brought it to 1300 thou . cos he say this corgi very good temperament .
plus he knows we own a dog so hmm experience .
today . i kneeled in the living room and PRAYED .
prayed in the car . prayed in my room . prayed in the corridor .
i seriously love that dog .
and mommy and i even thought of names for it .
since my two girls are coco and mimi .
im jojo . sis is nana . kor is jonjon .
hehe another double name (:
its like a rolling furry sausage .
except fatter .
and since it has NO TAIL .
its whole body jiggles when its happy !
how cute can it get . haha

2006-05-19T20:13:00.000-07:00

everyone should read jodi picoult book's .
if they want to cry or have smth really to think about .
like how a father stole his daughter from home to bring her somewhere else .
where she could have anything she wanted .
but the police found them 28 yrs later and arrested the dad for kidnapping .
i mean he's the dad right ? abit stupid and he was saving her .
or a guy who kills the girl he loves .
and had to go to jail and suspected for murder .
but that was because he saw the girl hurting so much that it hurt him .
and she asked to be killed so yes he granted her wish .
finally , the girl , whose sister was sufferring from terminal illness .
suddenly sue her parents for the right to her body cos she didnt want to donate the kidney .
thought she was selfish at first .
turned out her sister told her not to give it cos she wanted to die .
well the ending got twisted .
the girl won the lawsuit but she was involved in a car crash .
so she died and as she wanted, got her organs donated to her sister .
goodness gracious the author is good . haha
and jeremy your a freak of a puffin .
whats with the have you seen documentaries on penguins ?
I GOT THAT OKAY !!!
ohwell and that car racing game is terrible .
i banged into the same rock err twice in one game .
almost drove into the pond but not sure if that can happen .
exams are over over over .
but again promises are broken . and everything sucks .
wahahahahaha im on my daddy's side .
now i know why he does what he does .
she tried to make it up to me this morning .
ignored her and pulled the blanket over .
ate dinner at 12 . lalala .
have no idea what to do today .
i cancelled on friends to go out with her .
but she cancelled on my cos she forgot about ME
how great . so now im stuck at home .

2006-05-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

oh gosh . reached home at 8 todayy .
i am sooo tired ):
today had ss paper which i couldnt finish on time .
nothing new .
arghhh and cucumber actually recited the merger and separation .
not that i could rmb alot but enough to let me pass . i hope .
followed by emath paper 2 .
THE LONGEST PAPER I'VE SAT THROUGH .
goodness gracious man . haha
i did 3 graphs . one loci and yeahh i had to ask for more graph paper .
cos i drew wrongly twice . loci draw wrong turn to the other side .
haha and there were like tons of ques i couldnt do .
not to mention i had a tremendous headache while doing it .
hurt so bad i needed to throw up .
and michelle needed to shit halfway during the paper .
ahahah . frankie dropped her workings under my chair .
gosh i was so scared to look down in case tcher thought i was cheating .
im so dead
went home . and GER YOU STUPID GIRL !
haha yup we cancelled interhouse bowling for sec 4s.
anyway went home and slept .
got up for amath tuition .
the throbbing headache came back again .
amath tuition always makes me so scared cos i realise how much i DONT know
sighh . all the best to me for tmr .
so yes cucumber was so sweet .
came to crown to give me panadol ! haha
which in the end i didnt take cos i didnt have water -.-
so yes how coincidental .
enshao called me to kap to help him in amath .
turns out i couldnt help much since i didnt understand the poly ques ?!
haha went cold storage .
we were trying to find the jolly shandy thingy .
which i have no idea look like what ! haha
and yes told enshao to get sour cream and onion lays .
WHY DIDNT YOU TAKE THE SEAWEED !
haha just kidding .
better go look thur all my amath wksts .
tata (:
oh and did i mention .
taylor dances as if hes got epilepsy (quoted from my maid and yours truly)

2006-05-12T00:18:00.000-07:00

i cannot stand you
and stop blaming my frens for everything .
they're not dirty . stupid . or have broken families .
stop putting them down .
you dont even know them .
if your angry then just scold me .
stop saying im being influenced .
you said i have no value system .
whatever to that . yeahh and korkor and jiejie have one
they're so disciplined .
smart . yeah one's in medical the other dentistry .
i get the picture .
they're everything im not .
ohh yeahh you say your not biased .
all about who deserves it . fine i dont deserve anything .
i can tell real well .
i still rmb what you said years ago .
"your the black sheep of the family"
i like black . you got a problem with that ?
you claim your not bias . and you think i think you dont care .
damn straight i dont .
i wont forget the time i had dengue .
i had fever for 5 days and nights .
dad wanted to bring me to the hospital .
but you said no la its just a throat infection .
so i continued staying at home .
till the 6th day dad finally brought me at 1am while you were sleeping .
i got checked in at 3am
dad stayed with me the entire night while i couldnt sleep
while you came in the following morning with a black face .
a foul temper and hello its not my fault i landed there .
im in the hospital dammit .
its not very enjoyable getting your blood pressure and blood drawn everyday .
but no you kept getting so angry and scolding me . thanks
you say i waste money too .
have you ever realised that my pocket money is 80 bucks a month ?
and you say when jiejie buys stuff she cuts down on food .
oh ya like i dont . she feels guilty cos her studies cost 300000 bucks .
whatever mom . your full of excuses .
next comes my hp . you bitch about me to aunty mavis and shirley and you know fairly well i can hear everything . like you care .
"i tell her not to msg in front of me she still does it . no value system . no respect . this girl absolutely blah blah blah"
would you like to know . i learnt that all from you .
every single time you come out of your office in the car .
you whip out your phone and start asking me to help you call all your colleagues .
and msg this and that . yes i've become your secretary .
i become your handphone holder too .
i wanted to talk to you about my day .
but when i say smth you go okay . can you call korkor now ?
so fine . i call put on loudspeaker for you to talk .
but you kept scolding me .
"can you bring nearer i cant hear" .
"your covering the speaker !"
"off your damn music im talking to korkor/jiejie"
yeah and you start pushing my arm around so it suits the position your in .
i let you do that .
i dont exactly want to fight with you again .
and dont you realise im always the one to ask you out for dinner .
not you .
but every single time you'll be on your phone discussing reports and stuff .
so i msg my frens .
i even ate finish and you havent started .
speak for yourself .
think about your value system .
everything's all about joni and jon .
yeah cos they're smart . pretty . handsome . do everything you want .
dont you know that jie cant stand you too ?
all you think about is doctors and professions .
you never spare a thought for those with broken families .
if my frens parents are divorced .
you dont let me mix with them .
which i think is super shameful sometimes.
its like you look down on them .
then they start asking "ehh jo why nowadays you cant talk ?"
how can i say "oh cos my mom says your parents are divorced"
shit . im about to burst .
you complain when i talk to joshua too much .
HES YOUR NEPHEW DAMMIT !
what is wrong with you .
and every single time i see you .
the first thing you say is "hows studies coming along?"
not how are you or hows your day .
why ? i dont get it .
its like im insignificant .
and you can ask "why dont you talk about yourself?"
how to ? you'll start putting down every single thing i say .
i dont know what to do .

2006-05-10T06:15:00.000-07:00

im feeling gross . and sick like right now ):
must be the erm ... i dont know . snickers bar .
so i listened to weixiang and drank a hot cup of milk .
didnt really work but nvm it was nice (:
damn tmr is chem paper but i sorta stopped revising .
sighh i pray sooo hard it doesnt turn out too hard .
so yes i took the train home today but while walking thru citylink,
i decided to make myself happy !
i walked into mph and bought myself another book .
my mom's gonna kill me if she finds out .
hehe but she wont !
not to mention the book is green as well .
however first few chpts the book is rather sad already .
just like my sister's keeper .
how nice if exams ended .
i could spend the whole day in bed reading books .
that would be sooo nice (:
managed to do 2 paper 1's of chem and a chpt on sulphuric acid .
i must go read the blast furnace and haber process later .
sighh im so tiredd .
oh yes and i've received fanatastic news !
the bio tutor my mom is trying to hire so desperately (ughh)
is the dear textbook writer who went to jail for molesting his student (:
and guess what ?!
IM STARTING LESSONS WITH HIM THIS SATURDAY !
wahaha wait till my mom finds out .
if she she still doesnt change her mind .
i'll really have nothing to say about her ....

2006-05-09T04:45:00.000-07:00

hmm today was a SUPERB day (:
haha chem prac totally rocked .
thou i ended up having to do the stupid titration four times !
first time was to try out which colour it'll become .
then second time ... hmm was rather stupid .
i got pretty near the ending point so i slowed the dripping down .
i kept staring at the dripping cos i thought nothing was coming out .
i think for that moment my eye's were like spoilt ?
by the time i look back at the solution it was purple ):
so next two times i knew when to stop . so yayy !
QA was quite alright .
i didnt burn anything . nothing exploded .
but i was rather annoyed with estelle cos when she was heating the solution .
SHE WAS POINTING IT IN MY DIRECTION .
hellooo i care about MY SKIN ?!
so yes i could also do mole calculation . shockingly :P
lalalala it was overall a good day . wahaha
went home . ate slept then got up for amath tuition which totally dampened my spirits .
whyy ? bcos i realised i forgot how to do almost EVERYTHING !!
die i tell you . started getting a migraine halfway during class .
now im home . ate honey stars for dinner .
i think i made a stupid mistake for chem prac come to think of it .
when we were supposed to state whether zinc powder was a reducing or oxidising agent .
i wrote reducing sugar -.- ARGHHH .

2006-05-06T07:25:00.000-07:00

todayy is sooo boring . and sucky .
i dont like my mother much anymore .
shes a control freak . paranoid . and study crazy .
before i went for chem tuition today she said " ask your frens for good bio tutors "
one and a half hrs later when my tuition ends " ohh you have bio tuition tmr at 10am "
what the !
ughh . i come home i need to lock the door so i can sleep .
then she wakes me up to go eat dinner . and its 4pm -.-
so alright ... haha anything to do with food im up and ready (:
went to old air port road hawker .
think my mom is really hungry so it was like FOOD SPREE
she orders :
1. half a roast chicken
2. rojak
3. soursop drink and bobo chacha
4. chwee kueh
5. cha kueh tiao
6. carrot cake black
i think thats about it . cant rmb already
haha then went to walk at east coast . very nice but crowded .
and there was this guy flying a kite which was SUPER cool . had two or four strings
so you could control the direction and it could flap its wings !
haha then mom started pissing me off real bad .
i feel like the only thing she can talk to me is studies .
she comes home everyday and no she doesnt ask how is your day ?
its either how was your paper ? did you study ? what did you revise ?
which is why she thinks i show her attitude .
but hello if thats all you can talk to me i rather not talk at all .

2006-05-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

im soooo tired .
i hate BIO PRAC !
screwed it . so badly . haha
the stupid flower made me sneeze so much .
i poured away the sugar solution so i couldnt do my experiment -.-''
how stupid a mistake is that .
and i didnt know if across was through the middle like LS or TS
pangsai la . haha
so i went home in a rather pissed mood .
after that i couldnt find chicken little but i managed to in the end .
wahaha and i sorta gave attitude today which put me in a better mood !! (:
so jeremy finished his papers today so went to buona vista station to meet him .
haha not bad i was in the middle train carriage at dover .
it stopped right in front of him at the next station !
how cool (:
walked super alot . reached and 3 of them went to eat .
i guarded the bags . haha
i actually finished one emath paper 1 .
and studied the whole of rivers and did TYS on it .
soon it was like 7+
haha and this load of rubbish tells me to massage him .
so we said whoever win the first two sets of chee ko pa loser must massage .
haha gosh that was funny .
i won the first set .
then later jeremy won .
so last set . DENG DENG !
I WON I WON I WON !
wahaha . so funny .
i offered to massage his toes by stepping on them .
but i might end up breaking his leg again .
they are perverts !
looking at girls and stuff . goshh .
concentrate on textbook please . haha
but overall i found the whole thing amusing .
the vjc ppl watching some show were annoying me terribly with their screams .
eeyyer . haha tmr got chem tuition ):
gotta get up at 830 and do some work first .
bleahh go throw up . haha

2006-05-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

i think i have found an almost permanent place to study . haha
i like river (:
and i like the song home by michael buble . bubble bubble .
got home at 7 today . haha talked to joni and jonny
HIS FACE IS BETTER .
but mom wants dad to fly back there AGAIN !
when dad just came back from melbourne on sunday .
is that crazy or what .
haha i told my mom she spends like money grows on trees .
she just laughed ?!?!
i think her work is making her go mad . ohh dearr .
she almost slaughtered me at her office yesterday -.-
haha now why is that ?
cos she made me wait so damn long for her to finish her work .
i went to her business meeting white board and drew a picture of ...
A TOMBSTONE
that had R.I.P. and ermm flowers, dragonflies, grass and a snail .
how cute is the picture la .
she made me erase it ):
what a waste of time .
now uploading songs back into the stupid lousy piece of a shit ipod cos
i accidentally wiped out all the songs .
tmr is biooo prac .
WAHAHA . i only need to get up at 10 (:

2006-05-02T04:39:00.000-07:00

my brother is the smartest boy in the whole wide world (:
he got himself into a car accident
sighh i was like fretting in tuition over how to do amath
then after my sister msged i was fretting over how his face looks !
haha but i couldnt help laughing out loud in class .
my sister and i are two mean freaks .
here's how our msgs went :

joni : yo mojo ! go on skype now . i've got hot news to tell you !!
me : i'm in amath tuition joni . what ? dont tell me you cut your hair ? haha
joni : no la ! siao . this is top secret . korkor got into a car accident . man, his face looks pretty banged-up . he is not my brother . so embarrassing .
me : omg is he okay ?! haha omg i want to laugh ! what did he do ? idiot la haha is his face like shit ?
joni : now jo dont call his face like that although it really looks like it . anyway go on skype when you reach home . dont tell anyone . its seriously damn bad .

haha ohwell . so yes i went home . his face was bruised purple . yes PURPLE .
he went grocery shopping so after buying them his fren gave him a lift home .
the clever girl banged into another car and BAM !
the air bag slammed into his face , not to mention breaking his adidas shades into two .
HAHAHA ! that would be funny .
and so yeahh . when he got home . my sister asked : " oh man how are the groceries ?! how much did they cost ?! "
haha so funny .
but hes alright so YAYY !
i screwed up today's papers pretty bad .
it would be a miracle if i did well i guess ):
time for dinnerrr .

2006-04-30T23:34:00.000-07:00

22nd april .
the first time i watched a R21 show . haha *drumroll* BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN !!
haha it was ... rather err HAHAHAHA !
i wanted just like heaven but nooo . dont know which sick in the mind girls wanted brokeback .
shall not name them . but smelly mandy audrey (the rider) and dont know who wanted it so bleahh . haha
the first scene ! oh gosh it was HILARIOUS
they were like camping on the mountain and cos it was cold jack called ennis to come into the town and suddenly they were KISSING !! wth man .
BUT cos audrey's mother bought the pirated version we couldnt see anything . timing was night you see . HAHA
and i couldnt stop laughing la .

our convo :
amanda : heyy i cant see anything !
audrey : make it brighter lehh ! wheres the remote ?
me : haha who ask you buy pirated . see la ! cannot see anything .
smelly : i can only hear sounds !
melpok : HAHA THATS SICK !

haha so in the end we replayed THAT scene 3 times cos we kept trying to brighten the damn thing .
and ya the show actually quite sad .
and i saw things i wasnt supposed to see .
in the end i just stuffed my face in the pillow and sorta laughed myself to sleep .

we were all rather tired as we had flag day in the morning .
ITS SUPER DUPER DUPER FUN !
i scared away catholic high boys and nanyang girls who TRIED to take my place .
WAHAHA .
i think its rather dumb to have so many schools do flag day at once .
like hello orchard isnt that big . theres not alot of places to stand . haha
and i finally found an empty spot at the entrance of tangs underpass at ck tang .
sooo clever (:
then smelly and aud stood near the bus stop while xiaopokcai and nic went lucky plaza .
I COLLECTED MUCH MUCH !
haha . this dude gave 10 bucks .
and another aussie man gave me an aussie dollar . hes rather friendly .
haha like the only one .
but got quite tired after awhile so we stopped 1 hr before ending time to go EAT !
haha dance night was boring compared to the previous one in sec 2 .

2006-04-30T23:22:00.000-07:00

my brain is pounding so badly . haha i hate mid years . its so not fair .
last night i slept at 245 . the 45 mins was i couldnt sleep cos i had so many scary things popping into my head . so yes i wasted ALOT of electricity last night .
mom had to call home to tell dad to wake me up thou it was only 945 .
its hols ! cant you just let me sleep in -.-
so i studied one and a half chpts of bio and i cant absorb anymore .
I HATE PLANTS
why must they be so complicated . and irritating .
so i dropped bio today . and started doing amath revision papers thou my amath is like next week and erm next next week . HAHAHA
im sooo tired already .
WHY MUST LIBRARIES CLOSE TODAY ?!
dont they know that its during public holidays like this that people are actually FREE to go out and study or go to their stupid libraries to borrow books !!
no brains man . and all the shows on tv are terrible too .
i missed harry potter last night cos i was too busy laughing with joshua at my emails .
damn ):
and theres part two today but i dont even know what happened yesterday !!!
haha how stupid . and yes .
people who are stressed should listen to the song home by michael buble (:
its really nice and slow .
theres another by jay chou . its fa ru xue . very nice . haha
now gotta continue with my amath .
JLJX STOP DISTURBING ME I TELL YOU !!

2006-04-19T02:41:00.000-07:00

arghhh 2.4 sucks ! so does pft . i hate standing broad jump and sit and reach la . and i deproved from my inclined pull up . haha and so i asked mrs kuan if i could retake my 2.4 to get my gold cos missed by one grade . thanks to cao cao . keep pushing me so i have no choice but to run when im slacking away and walking . haha now my legs are so jelly-like . gosh . but lao da saved me from taking bus home :P haha he came to pick me up and drove to kap . ate macs then went home and watched chronicles of narnia bloopers . its hilarious . esp the part where the trolls ran into the camera . and err the minotaur fell down while running for battle !! HAHA ! now im so tired just wanna konk out . but need to practice vectors and kinematics for tmr . not to mention food tests for bio . aiyah damn la . haha then ss i have the stupid source base to finish . ARGHH . im so tired . i hate mids years . why we have then the other 3 levels dont . no fair ): gonna continue onto weathering too . mom's gonna scream . sighh lets all go jump off the building . haha shall go call the mels aud and man . jonny and i are abusing each other online now . he just called me camel snort so i called him llama spit and he scolded me squid ink which was followed by my dog shit . his cat poop . my coco drool his mimi's ass and MANY MORE . shit he must be too stressed by his uni work . HAHA . maybe i shall go sleep now and wake up laterr . wonder if that'll work .

2006-04-17T07:19:00.000-07:00

mid years are coming . and i only started likee geog .
chem . maths and amath !!

2006-04-12T05:19:00.000-07:00

todayy i knew it was gonna be bad ! ALWAYS LIKE THAT ! hahaha
woke up late . i dont know why i still go and bathe .
so reached school around 715 . kao so late la .
was rushing round the house like mad .
my sore throat got worse but now has been replaced by running nose .
haha then i kept wondering why my bag was super light when i was in the car .
by geog i found the reason why . hahahahah and its so stupid
... i forgot my pencil case -.-
its like the biggest thing i possess in my bag and i can actually miss it .
and i didnt finish my geog hmwk thanks to DJW so ya .
got caught so i gave some reason .
then came pe . couldnt take it .
soooo mrs kuan made me take the stop watch and stand in the sun .
and shout out the timings and ENCOURAGEMENT to my class running .
the netties run damn fast la . i see i dont really wanna run anymore .
shit and pft next week already ): im so dead .
so since i had nothing to do mrs kuan let me go back up to class and finish my geog .
i just had disadvantages left but i went for recess .
and yes ... i forgot all abt it . shiteee .
bio was VERY SCREWED . ):
sighh we had to do food tests . nobody told me so obviously i left my test tubes in the locker
and i cant rmb which test is for what or how to add what .
aiyah in the end no time so couldnt do anything .
i hate drawing esp tomatoes . so damn many things to draw laaa .
but tomatoes are good for rubbing on your face (: so are cucumbers and ice . haha
yes . and me not bringing my pencil case was like a domino reaction !
my compass . protractor pencil eraser and calculator were ALL in my pencil case .
i was like desperately running from level 2 and 3 finiding an entire mathematical set .
FINALLY LIXIN MY LIFESAVER I LOVE YOU .
she lent me hers . but no use .
cos i totally forgot how to do stretching .
so yes i left one part of the question blank . screw it man .
english was the only lesson which nothing bad happened (:
hurray hurray .
but we have to do an english speech on monday . like how on earth do i know what topic to choose ?! what controversial .
sighhh . tmr gonna study chem and emath all the way .
tonight better file bio geog and find all my other school papers .
friday gonna study biooo . aand do chem hmwk .
sat chem tuition maybe i'll do amath .
mid yrs is in two weeks . and i havent started revision .
i should probably just jump off a building and get done with it . haha

2006-04-11T06:31:00.000-07:00

greaatt . your not picking up again (:
nvm . haha busy busy busy . whee .
just got home from the docs . hehe i didnt tell him many things .
like how i had a fever this morning . plus sore throat and running nose :P
haha he doesnt need to know those .
when the reason i go to him is for injections ! haha
i was so scared and nervous i started laughing .
like every single time i go for a jab .
the most memorable was ermm LAST YEAR !
haha dengue period . got my blood drawn 5 times in 3 days .
bleahh that wasnt pleasant . and yes i was laughing all the way .
im so tired . of everything . work . ppl . and myself .
this morning went to school at 9 . actually dont need to go since got fever .
but i needed to do practical and chi tests .
my brain was fried after that . sighh . screw it . haha
later went home with amanda and audrey . haha
AND YOGURT ! gosh we sure were laughing and bitching in the cab .
abt **** ***/**** . yupyup (:
then suddenly audrey said i realise who ms bong looks like .
"... catherine zeta jones !" HAHAHAHAH !
amanda and i were laughing so badly . and no idea why .
went tuition . think we spent 15 to 20 mins talking to miss teo bout tv shows .
shes damn hip la . so you think you can dance also she watch . heh
tmr got 2.4 practice again . me and my evil twin can fail together .
im so irritated . and mood swingy now . bad time to piss me off . haha
and my mom keeps nagging the shit outta me !! ughh .
she even pressed down the part which got jabbed .
shit i was so pissed la . dont even wanna talk or go near her .
im pmsing . haha . im boredd .
and i wont let YOU affect my mood . nonono you wont . haha
and YOU wont take over my mind either . i need ta study (:
byebye

2006-04-10T06:26:00.000-07:00

today was a much better day than usual (: i like school ! haha today we had DJW and the video was FREAKING FUNNY !! laugh and laugh . then mr ling called nat to sit next to him . haha that was rather funny too . eng audrey couldnt stop laughing at me . and whyy ? cos i was trying so hard to smile due to the fact i was getting frustrated then vicng aud and me couldnt decide what to write. and ya my smile look rather constipated twisted sorta thing . so audrey burst out laughing and took over the key board . haha
next was bioooo ! we learnt *drumroll* ... PORN ! okay just kidding . its actually sexual reproduction in man . learnt that guys can produce 2 billion sperms a day . esp when they have dirty thoughts . tsk tsk . and then michelle saw the pic of the girl's blah blah . and commented on some brazilian wax thing that got us all laughing . haha damn sick .
physics ended early so could hear the girls laughing at the ppt of the guys's ***** on the screen .
school ended . went audrey's house . finished up eng then went home . aunty mede cooked porridge which i totally dislike cos there was mince meat in it . i like plain ones (: hee
oh yes . amanda yong mei hui was being utterly retarded just bcos both our periods came on the same day ?! yesterday . haha and she was like jo gimme a hug . wahh i run fast fast man .
went joshua's house for gym . met rayner on the way . the pro guy won badminton for his school . and tennis . haha not bad for such a small chap . met josh's gf too . haha shock of my life .
i wish his maid would stop comparing me with his gf . bleahh
AND I DIDNT NEED TO GO FOR CHICKEN POX JAB ! celebrate lalalala ! but i need to go tmr . -.-'' nvm . it wont hurt . psych myself . haha now i needa go study . so much work and im still here . haha

2006-04-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

sighh . my blog has become super depressing ):
i wanna go back to sec 2 .
and redo my whole life again .
i've done so many stupid things .
i also regret so many of my actions .
anyway sec 3 was one of my happier moments in the later part of the yr .
never felt so at ease with someone .
like could just say what i felt .
talk trash and LOADS of rubbish .
first time i called anyone that too .
and yes of course glorious me again who destroyed it all .
cos i followed my head and not much of my feelings .
you asked me if i cried yeahh i did .
ALOT in fact . but you didnt know .
i rmb the worst one was like for over an hour .
from tuition i took a bus home .
and we were quarrelling again on sms .
your the first one i've ever quarrlled with and the last .
you thought it happened cos i lost the feeling or i was playing .
i never said it but i have a jie . who still likes you .
she told me so much things that made me feel guilty .
i couldnt say it so i just let it happen . sorry .
and you said smth that hurt me quite bad .
the uncle on the bus was staring at me wondering what happened .
i got off and walked round my estate twice .
crying so much i couldnt see the neighbour in front of me .
haha would have been funny if i walked into his bicycle .
that would have made me laugh .
reached home . straight away ran to my room .
locked it and stayed there till i stopped crying .
but my eyes were so swollen . haha
mom thought i had some allergic reaction as i lied to her .
of course she believed cos my sister had that allergic reaction to panadol :P
yeahh and elvina asked me the next day how was it between us .
i didnt know what to say but she knew.
haha i seemed alright . but not when i got to the toilet .
gosh i started again .
and was fine by the time the bell rang (:
i've kept all your msgs so far .
from the super hurtful ones to the really sweet nice ones .
haha . but then now they're gone cos i bought a new phone .
HAHA ! and now my new phone only has nice ones from you .
which shows you care and hints about other stuff . just three weeks ago .
now things change so fast .
it feels like i dont mean anything to you thou you say i do.
words are said that you dnt keep .
i get jealous and yeah possesive but i'll just keep it in not to ruin anything .
i've given myself 3 days . and elvina if your reading this rmb the slap okay ?
hahaha . thanks dearie .
well guess thats all i have to say .

2006-04-06T07:11:00.000-07:00

arghhh
this is soooo sucky . hate hate hate !!
bleahh .
dont like feeling so moody all the time .
haha but usually in school i got my frens around so it does take my mind off you .
and mid yrs are in 3 weeks time .
i havent started studying yet !
and it actually includes sec 3 work .
i can expect to flung it .
shits . shits . shits .

2006-03-26T07:07:00.000-08:00

tmr is doubles . gosh im freaked out . for what ? dont even know if i can make it back up or anything . arghh this sucks so much . haha today was quite a weird day . morning went church then breakfast . aunty mavis and i were eating like NO TMR ! haha my mom was like you two order so much you all finish ah . in the end i pushed all to my dad :P haha then came home . slept ! my mom couldnt bear to wake me up cos i looked soooo tired . haha which i was . i have all the IBS syndromes . my dad's like "darn !" haha . just like my brother . totally crap la . haha then woke up went botanic gardens for a run . but had to talk to my sister before that . she wasnt feeling very happy . in fact she was crying . so tried to cheer her up . poor thing ): her illness is acting up again so ya . came home talked to her and she felt LOADS better . haha i make ppl feel better(: including victor . smile dude . haha then at night went with coco aunty mede and enshao to walk . enshao hurt his back (: haha and he thinks im violent just bcos i asked him why didnt he punch the person back . haha evil . he was like really in pain esp in the play ground . like sitting standing and bending over to pick up his keys . poor thing . HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON ! aunty mede and enshao were like talking crap to each other bout her being in the volleyball team . rather funny . haha .

jeremy and samuel : you two clowns . haha thanks for always being there for me (: and ya making me feel better ? haha jeremy for ALL your LAME but funny jokes and antics . haha samuel my listening ear and CUCUMBER ! haha and ya . helped me thru alot of tough times (:

enshao : heyy kor . haha another one to thank . for buying me ice cream when i was upset with my mom ! haha and just talking trash (: your a real nice kor ! haha hope you recover with your back . next time listen to me ! just punch the guy's face in !! haha JIAYOU !

2006-03-18T05:11:00.000-08:00

whee just bathed finish . haha stupid weather damn humid la . haha AND MY MAID LEFT ME AT HOME TO ROT WITH APPLES . while she took coco pokes for a walk . haha later went out as well . but cos no one could lock the door since my maid took the key -.- i had to sit outside with dearie mimi and wait . haha so pathetic . later kor came and haha first time he talked to me . he was walking his dog too (: so cute . but looked damn compact or smth . haha then coco was like panting and snorting and drooling -.- AND SHE ESCAPED ! halfway while we were walking coco got OFF HER LEASH ! aiyoh really heart attack . but so heng she ran into this guys house who was like half naked smoking and washing his car . haha and i managed to catch her (: she was quite guai she let me put the collar on her and we both ran out . haha and the guy thought that coco was quite cute and he knew shes a beagle . hehe . then continued walking . and my kor's DOG WAS stepping on my dog . haha which was quite funny . in the end his dog escaped as well . muahaha got off the collar . but enshao's reaction quite fast ehh . pick up the dog so fast :P now just bathe . todayy was so tiring . morning had chem tuition . then mom brought me to centre point and we bought CHOCOLATES ! then went for hae hae hae . (: bought b div stuff for the ppl haha and reached home . did math and ss . haha while keep lionel teo jun ming entertained in his tuition !! haha call me stupid girl some more . anyway nothing else to sayyy . heehee

2006-03-02T01:52:00.000-08:00

been such a long time since i've last blogged .
suddenly i have time to do so today .
sec 4 life is all about screwing up things .
stress . being sick and crying all day .
what a effed up life la . omg
but everyone has to go through it . haha
somehow what i've gone thru the past two months remind me of some video played during chapel last year . like some graph thingy that when your at the peak of your happiness , the graph starts to go down . and hits like rock bottom or smth .
the happier you are . the worse you fall .
damn that man . haha
nothing i do can cheer me up for long .
really dont know what to do .
sometimes feel so lost ? hah
but who would bother right .
bleahh the constricted feeling isnt nice .
makes you choke but if the tears never come out and all is contained inside .
it feels worse . but no matter how hard you try it'll never fall .
haha thats the way im feeling now .
angry . sad . feeling shitty . thats the only word i know . haha
listening to sad songs help thou .
and weixiang helped me . in a funny way .
i was like containing it inside . just try to get over it
and smile (: pretend nothing happened
but he called and ask if i was okay .
next min im like shit . haha
at least he didnt get scared or a shock .
felt better . but after reading stuff .
i feel rubbishy all over again .
how to make it go . i mean hello so long already .
and cant get over it . cmon how stupid .
sighh but thats just me . nth will go the way you want it to .
as usual ...

2005-12-27T00:10:00.000-08:00

bleahh just finished painting my sister's room . i have to say its abit disgusting . her room is like that colour or abit darker . haha as she said looks like barbie doll colour . so now i cant really stay long in her room without feeling uncomfortable or disgusted with the colour ! haha
watching full house again . rain's face is funny . the way it changes suddenly and stuff . haha its one of the funnier korean shows around . hahaha
SCHOOL'S OPENING ! its exciting but yet not nice . how i wish there wouldnt be holiday hmwk . if dont have then i wouldnt mind going back to school . which goes to say i havent started on any of the hmwk . its chinese . YUCK ! i think by now i would have forgotten half the words i learnt . not to mention the easier ones . my handwriting is screwed too . i havent written in such a long time ! oh man . better practice before school opens . i have two zhou jis . i dont know how many jian baos . a chi compre . and have to read the darn chi book . sighhh . and today's tuesday ! exactly one week from now i'll be in school . haha
i need to go buy presents for iris . elvina . alexius . and kawai . haha christmas presents . except alexius is birthday which he still owes me . better claim it ! haha . its raining now . so nice . good time to read or sleep which my brother is doing the latter . haha so boring here . iris is coming back today ! YAY ! apparently she was one the same flight as jeremy . haha how cool is that . but she didnt see him so whatever . hehehe . going to continue painting .

2005-12-24T03:05:00.000-08:00

christmas eve has been boring but yet funny . my brother sister and i have been talking rubbish all day . haha woke up this morning . then went to like near my brother's army camp to this organic farm called poison ivy . had lunch which was VERY funny . haha
the damn chicken curry was super hot la . drank two cups of aloe vera and a glass of water . cannot tahan . my brother's face like water fountain . haha
THEN ! the lady was like you all should try the goreng pisang . its fantastic ! so my mom was like okayy bring some then . haha so she came with the plate . just cooked . then she was like if your smart and your taste is good you will know what we added in here . so as she was walking away korkor was like banana ? we laughed and laughed when she turned around and said "of course la ! got something else !" haha . which i actually dont really care as long as it tastes good with no other animals and scary things inside . haha . mom and sister were guessing that there was coconut or tapioca inside .
went walking . talked about stuff like putting aloe vera juice on the face might not be so good for the skin . haha so we walked past the papaya plant and i turned to my bro and said " kor why dont you smear the sap on your face ! it works . " then i turned to my sister and said " papaya sap is poisonous " laughed like crazy . brought mosquito bites home . i didnt get any cos i wore jeans . yay . haha an insect followed us into the car and my brother was using the tissue holder to whack it . so stupid cos the tissue holder was in the shape of a dog and he was pretending to bark at the fly . like that wont work . my sister and i were screaming and beating him while he was trying to catch the fly . laugh like siao . came home , slept . and went for dinner .

2005-12-20T06:56:00.000-08:00

today is a sucky dayy . boring . learnt some stuff that really spoilt my day . not that it wasnt already spoilt from before . sighhh . met some ppl . bought two books .
books are best frens . they dont lie . or pretend nothing happened . they're just there for you to get lost in (: yay . now getting loads of pics from tara .
as usual . cant be trusted . stupid school . was right about them all along . wth . nvm . its over now . haha . school is opening soon .
poor iris . hope she cheers up . sounds like she already is ! haha yay . hardly see or hear her cry .

2005-12-18T20:44:00.000-08:00

fark it la . stupid . damn everyone . this just sucks can . ughhh . its like everytime you always get let down ? wth right . nobody can be trusted la . and actually that was learnt a long time ago . so why are you so naive . you just keep trusting . and in the end you get hurt . what are you thinking . that life's a fairy tale ? you wish man . sometimes you just wanna run away . maybe you should just concentrate on studies and get people to butt out of your life . besides your parents scold you for it . why not make them happy instead . but nooo . you choose to do it your way and end up feeling like shit later . and occasionally when someone returns . they start scolding you for no apparent reason . whats going on ?! and you used to think that girls couldnt be trusted cos once you get a girl angry its like revenge . which is true . haha but heyy guys cant be trusted too . as in honestly . you learnt that like hmm ... very long ago but you still trust those that come along and treat you nice . ask them to get lost next time . ohwells . life is meant to suck i guess .

2005-12-15T16:24:00.000-08:00

okayy my stupid post didnt come out so i have to type it all over AGAIN . stupid blogger . screwed up one . haha anywayy . i went SENTOSA yesterday ! its quite fun to go with my cousins and stuff . haha we went on the carlsberg sky tower first . it is quite high up but the thing is that it keeps revolving till a felt like really dizzy . haha then we were like taking pics and stuff . joshua was screaming for the fun of it . so idiot . haha .
then came the cable car ! i thought it was like alright . haha but turns out its NOT ! i found it scary at first . haha when it took off it got faster ! so joseph was like what the crap . shit stupid wind is rocking the damn thing . and i was laughing so hard . suddenly joshua moved and screamed and the car was like rocking ! then tara grabbed my arm and we two started freaking out . then my brother caught us all on video -.- hes and idiot . haha can hear him laughing in the video la .
after that we went on the luge . haha omg it rocks ! we bought 3 rides . and it was quite funny cos we were like . "okay we sit once . then when jonina and the others come then we go two more times !" but .... after we sat once we sat the other two times . hahaha . i couldnt stop laughing all the way down can . esp the last one . stupid joshua must stick right next to me .he tried to kick me and he missed so i kicked him ! and he crash into someone else and came back . at the ending , cos theres a camera , we agreed to like line up in a row so can take picture ! we managed to . how cool right ! haha so of course we bought that pic .
then we went fort siloso . rather boring . we went to the souveneir shop for the air con . tara and i came out with skittles (: hahaha .
later met aunty mavis aunty shirley joni uncle mark aunty francis and roy !
haha then they wanted to sit the luge -.-
so we all went on one ride again .
aunty francis is hilarious !!! she was first but cos she didnt wanna crash into anyone she went slower . i passed her and she was laughing like crap . then jon came along and he kicked HER LUGE ! so evil . but i laughed (: cos she went into the grass !! HAHAHAHA . the pictures were funny . and aunty francis cried on the ski lift up which joseph was swearing . apparently they're both scared of heights . wahahaha .
went volcanoland cos joni wanted to go . jon and i were like going to fall asleep . then opened . took pics of roy and dinosaurs . haha hes cute .
uncle patrick came along shouting his lungs out for roy . so embarrassing la ! hes nuts . saying like "i feel not safe when leave him alone" whatever dude . haha
went for musical fountain . the water is awesome . the laser display fantastic . but not the guy and the singing . totally bleahhh . i did like the fire . it was very good .
at last we took the cable car back AND uncle mark being weird and funny . he was saying that if we crash . we'll just smack into the concrete floor but if we go into the water its so high up so we'll smash too . then he rocked the damn car !!! we were like UNCLE MARK STOP ! but he was laughing his head off . i guess aussies are like that ? haha but hes funn .

2005-12-15T07:39:00.000-08:00

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
And I've dropped out, I've burned up
I fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on
Remembered the things that you said
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
The greatest fan of your life

2005-12-14T02:48:00.000-08:00

went to the vet today . haha it was actually very boring . except for the part where the dog kept crying !!! this shih tzu called flora was spayed . and it was hardly out of the house so it was quite scared . then after it woke up i started hearing this crying sound . and i thought some dude brought a baby to the clinic . but turned out it was flora ! so i went to pat her and open her cage door . haha she stopped her "crying" but once i closed the cage and step out of the room it started again . so this carried on till i took her out of the cage and carried her to the front . but i was super scared i would accidentally open the stitches . but she was good (: she hardly moved . just rested on my shoulder . then this dog which looked like a bichon frise was waking up from the anaesthesia . quite funny . its head was rolling about with its tongue out . looked drunk . then finally . i put flora back and eric brought out the labrador for a walk . haha he was being like dragged ! which is quite amazing . but the more shocking part was the dog weighed 41kg ! haha . another puppy was so poor thing . it had some skin problem . most of its fur was gone . quite bad . some factory guy picked it up . praise the lord he said he was gonna adopt it . the bill was 500 plus and he was like okay (: yay ! i liked this cat they brought in . had an infected hind leg . it was all black thou with a satellite head . heh .

2005-12-13T03:24:00.000-08:00

ohman im so tireddd . last night we watched wishing stairs . cousins were like CRAZY ! kept watching horror shows . first the jacket . next dreamcatcher . followed by amityville horror then wishing stairs . they're gonna rent darkness falls next . omg la . im not watching . haha
just got back from the zoo . haha was okayy . night safari was wayyy better . but i got a picture of the sea lion kissing me . its so cute . but its breath was ughhh . then the guy put a python on me !! feels weird . it was like squeezing my leg . and when the man took it back it didnt let go ! and the rainforest . everyone was scaring the shit out of each other . like aunty francis took a branch and started brushing everyone's neck . we thought what disgusting insect and scream and run . then joseph pretended to take a snake and aunty francis was like wth ! haha . super funny . i do not like butterflies . and it kept flying after me . so josh and i were sorta running from them . and this iguana blocked our way . haha we let uncle mark walk first (: i like the polar bears . they're cute and white and big .
anyway super tired now so im gonna read a book and zzz

2005-12-11T20:18:00.000-08:00

I LOVE NIGHT SAFARI ! it was super fun . went with cousins on saturday night at 7 . while waiting for the rest of the relatives to come we took pics with the huge animal laterns . quite pretty . we saw some tribal dance at the front . they were like tossing fire batons ? ohwell . then we went for the creatures of the night show . i sat with joni and tara . was okay . not say very fantastic . there was this rope above us and suddenly two animals that looked like racoons were scuttling across !! haha . hyenas owls and servals ? haha after that sat the tram . the tapirs are cute (: almost touched them . uncle mark and joseph were making weird calling sounds ! haha but they sounded real . went on the forest giant's trail . SUPER HILARIOUS ! joseph and joshua hid behind the bushes up ahead . and cos it was really dark aunty francis couldnt see anything she continued walking . when joseph jumped out and shouted . she SWORE ! she said the f word . we were momentarily shocked then we started laughing . haha . joni and i scared the hell out of aunty mavis . we were behind aunty mavis and i went to her left ear while joni went to the right . on the count of 3 we shouted like BOO ! and he screamed and ran with her hands waving at dont know who . hahahaha . walked the suspension bridge . went into the bat's cage . oh do they stink . it was peeing like right in front of us . how gross . did plenty of other stuff then went home . was dead tired .
NEXT DAY !
church . sat next to joseph . he KEPT LAUGHING ! so distracting . then the sermon started getting boring so i started doodling . joseph kept laughing at the pig . and shippou . and he was like "draw a guy in a wheelchair" so i did and he couldnt stop shaking . even my brother was like whats going on . must be the old woman . then we went bowling ! super fun . joseph bowls like a china doll . dad and tara just fling the ball as far as they can . uncle mark throws it quite fast . joni is really sweet and gentle . haha jon too . joshua is good . haha aunty betty too . and it was aunty francis's first time bowling . shes funny . hahah had loads of fun . then went for dinner and laughed while watching uncle mark at reflexology

2005-12-09T23:10:00.000-08:00

HAHA . super funny . this little boy is irritating my cousin . joshua is trying to read a book but NO ! this boy keeps standing beside him . and joshua was like "ni sia qu gen papa", then the boy was like "ni pang wo zhao gu zhe ge . wo hen kui hui lai okay" joshua looks annoyed . but its funny (:
im sick ! feeling super gross . doctor says it a flu viral infection . whatever just make me well again . esp since i have to follow my cousins to night safari tonight . church tmr morning followed by bowling then the zoo . maybe i'll just die halfway ! haha . okay nvm
yesterday at the vet was NICE ! robert taught me how to inject animals . so i gave an injection to this poor black dog with heartworm . then he showed me the vein at the paw for anaesthetic or how you spell it . this dog tiantian had bladder stones . so had to carry it from the cage . super cute . it just kept leaning against me on the surgery table . then when it konked out then just lay it flat out . robert taught me how to fill the syringe too . haha so cool la . the bladder stones were rather small but considered big for the shih tzu . then robert had to put some tube up the butt into the bladder . he squeezed the dog's bladder and suddenly all the pee gushed out into the kidney tray . how gross la . and he just laughs . haha after that i went home bathe and went out with joe kor and jie . watched CHICKEN LITTLE ! its hilarious . haha . i like the aliens and fish . so cute . anyway i want to go read book . wheee ..

2005-12-08T02:01:00.000-08:00

okay just woke up . dont know why im always so dead tired nowadays . haha . this morning woke and went to IMM with joseph korkor aunty shirley to meet joshua aunty betty and roy . they shop like crazy man . i found a real nice slipper which i didnt buy . darnn . AND I FOUND PRESENT FOR MY BROTHER AND SISTER ! very nice (: then was rather tired so came home . then while sleeping , joseph joshua and tara kept knocking on my parents door . was super irritated with them . its like a no entry place for them . then they really knocked like going to break it down . could hear them laughing outside . when i opened it . i straight away glared at joshua and said "what you doing ?! my dad is here you know !" and all their faces sorta changed to horror . hahaha . yay .
and i cant wait for tonight ! my sister is back tonight ! and my bro and i was thinking of printing her p2 photo(she was real ugly then) on a vanguart sheet and put it as a banner that says "have you seen her ?" but we were thinking she would just slaughter us . haha and my brother's going for dinner and clubbing which leaves me alone . so ya . ohwells . joseph and tara went to joshua's house . double yay . leaves me in peace . not having to rack my brains on how to entertain them . gotta change and go for dinner . ciao

2005-12-07T06:51:00.000-08:00

i have awakened my blog again . guess its due to boredom . haha . anyway cousins just got home from another cousins house . all bathing now . im leaving tara in my sister's room . gonna sleep with mom since its more peaceful . joshua not staying tonight . I FOUND A CUTE BOTTLE FOR MY SISTER'S HEARTS ! vic helped me . haha was with kevin and tong for dinner . nice fish and chips . before that watched aeonflux with iris cheryl glenn and tong . was rather funny cos iris and i couldnt stop laughing . ESP WHEN THE GUY DIED ! she thought it looked like someone which did not at all ! haha . made stupid comments and stuff . came from work thou . it was super fun at the vet . sorta watch the surgery . and helped hold the cat's tail (: but it was sorta sick at first . when they were doing surgery on the dog i had to go out and breathe because i saw the blood . but the second time it was alright . haha the jack russell i think was getting spayed . so dr chan was trying to find the uterus but since it was on heat there was alot of blood and it had mated before . so all the other organs were larger . HAHA ! she had such a hard time so i saw he pulling and sewing stuff with hooks . tricia was freaking out . super funny la . then they castrated like about 3 cats in the morning only . i left in the afternoon so might have been many more . they just put the cat to sleep . and plucked the hair off the balls/testicles and used some needle . i looked away then cos i thought it was disgusting . anyway today was alright . just superr tired . all my fren's leaving for milo . how bored i will be ): have fun ppl

2005-09-06T12:00:00.000-07:00

nows holidays.ahaha i can finally blog or something.started studying yesterday (: actually not really.i spent the day filing my stuff and watching inuyasha and reading.then i just did maths.so slack.but on sunday was funny.ahaha audrey xin and i felt so sick at occ.and yeahh.when we first went then we sat behind michelle's lane.and listen to the ipod and see which song to choose for each of the seniors.so funny we anyhow impromptu come up with the lyrics and end up laughing so much.ahaha then the cold hit so we took "shelter" in the cafe.but it wasnt any difference.the milo burnt xin's throat.burnt my tongue and audrey drank bandung which was...highlighter pink?!and yeahh that was about 4 plus.and audrey ran to the toilet quite alot of times.she felt like throwing up.ahaha and was just talking with xin about stuff.ahaha.so later audrey called a cab.and she asked the uncle for a plastic bag in case she felt like throwing up in the cab!
so funnyyy.the uncle gave her those transparent type of bags to put food!and she was like you mei you da de?then the uncle was like ni yao zhuang se me?hahah imagine if she had said.xin and i laughed so hard in the cab we almost couldnt breathe.ahaha.reached home slept then woke up went alone and starting changing lyrics with vic ng audrey and xin.omg we all have really lame ideas.ahaha.then vic went high.
bleahh today is such a boring day.wake up watch jimmy neutron and ate bread.then come up start doing bio till now.switch to maths.really super bored no mood for anything and even worse i have no books at home to read ): ohwells.better get on with studies.seeyaa

2005-07-25T21:43:00.000-07:00

haha havent blogged in a loooong time!ahaha i actually finish all the maths i owed mr ling!im damn bored but soonn lyk maybe tmr tong is gonna lend me the new HARRY POTTER BOOK!haha so cool.ahaha and i just found out what his mother works as!ahaha no wonder so rich siaaa.haha.i come to blog and then i forget what im gonna blog about.ahaha darn nvm.

SHOUTOUTS:
elle!get well soon k!hahaha you've got loads of work to dooo.

2005-07-08T22:36:00.000-07:00

haha today finally get to rest again.cos its friday and tmr is the weekend and monday and tuesday is c div!haha lyk another long holiday man.dont need go school.ahaha havent been blogging for a long time.dont relli feel lyk it too.bleahh.so much homework.im sorta lost doing functions.so darn difficult.ahaha.and theres lyk something wrong with the bowling team.sighh.maybe we should all like...keep things to ourself.it'll be better that way?anyway c div coming!so exciting!haha have to go buy their presents.confirm take super long time la!haha hope we get second or first.that is if our school can beat sports school.but we could put up a fight! we got hui erh!jiayi!zhimin!agnes!iris!wheee.haha.school today was quite fun.morning pe.haha we played floorball so audrey was the goal keeper then jerlyn and i were the defenders.ahaha then suddenly so many of the other opposing team come and attack us!haha then we all trying to whack the ball but end up whacking each other's legs then next min jerlyn audrey and i all slam backwards into the fence at the same time!haha was super funny la.then i was telling elle i realised when the ball flying in mid air i will raise the stick and whack the ball!haha but quite fun la.training on wed was fun too.was singing lyk a mad girl on the bus with elvina.especially lonely and hollaback girl!haha anyhow sing the song.then lonely elvina was the chipmunk while i sang the other part.had so much fun!until training and someone came in.sighh.good thing kevin teo was there la praise the lord.but he was so sarcastic!haha which was quite funny.then it all became quite scary after training.whew.the guy is lyk not scared of my dad or something.weird..ahaha.lab coats are fun!ven said i looked lyk a dentist in the coat!

2005-07-01T21:40:00.000-07:00

freak the bowling team man!everything is all screwed up.sighh what happen when we were sec 1?everything was lyk super nice.the seniors were nice and we never bitch about the seniors and lyk treated them with respect.and when we know they didnt lyk us.we tried not to get into their way.and we dont spread stuff about them.we never turned on our seniors.ever...and look what our team has become.certain people think they are so well-liked and stuff.go around bitching about people when she doesnt even know the people she bitches about.anyhow get angry with people and think that your so great?oh please stop thinking that way.bowling is bowling.dont need to get so fairy-like on the lanes do you.nowadays got nothing better to do.whats your problem la!UGHH!!!i think our sec 3 batch quite bonded.one person offend one of us.we all turn against that person...well sorta.its difficult to know who to trust nowadays.rubbish...i cant wait to get out of mg.seriously.the juniors this year...are different.except for some.who are quite close and they are really nice but look at the people they hang out with makes you not wanna tell them anything for fear they might tell the person.
dont go round spreading things about people when you dont even know how they're like and when you dont even talk to them.think you so know-it-all.get lost man.freak you @#%$!%&!#&

2005-06-19T21:41:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is camppp!haha so fun.im in fila!fila rocks!haha.then tricia is in nike.ahaha nice.wonder who is in adidas...hahaa.at least at camp cant bring handphone so no one can msg me.then i will be away from everythinggg!hehe.today was a bad day.yesterday was a bad day too.but when i went out it was quite fun.ahaha the ghost train is lyk...not that scary?does havent the same effect on me lyk wishing stairs and eh...samara!haha yes.ooo cant wait for camp.then i'll be back on wed afternoon then thur to sat got other camps.man dont know whether my clothes can be washed in time.i bought new shoes new shorts and 3 new shirts and earrings.spent so much money.at least my mom's gonna refund me (: but she punish me by making me paint her nails?she is sooo weird.ahaha.life sucks.so badly but what can you do.i think i ought to die then everyone's problems will disappear.and yes im actually lyk a replacement.alwaes second.but yeahh who cares rite.no one cos once they have someone else they'll actually forget who talked to them before?i dont know.haha.nvm it'll all change after camp.i will be so busy doing stuff i have no time to think except at night thus im bringing my book. (: okay i gotta continue packing now.haha take care everyone.

2005-06-12T22:01:00.000-07:00

hahaha just came back from neighbourhood.almost got an opportunity to pet the neighbour's dog but my maid dragged me away cos it was going to attack!ahaha whatever man.haha now i lyk the song beacuse of you by kelly clarkson.saw it in my kor's ipod then played it.nice....ahaha.today spent most of the day eating and sleeping and reading but i went church.ahaha.youth challenge sucked la.ahaha shall never join it again.waste of money mann!ahaha.watched madagascar.super funny!!haha i lyk that squirrel i think.ahaha so cute then the eye so big.ahaha the sound it make when cry damn funnyyyy!keep coughing.ahaha bleahh.tmr got training.how exciting.never see iris for a long time and i still owe hui erh's mom money.ahaha.then will have talks with michelle.(: but to end the day i got freaking tuition.stupidddd.ahaha but nvm 1 and a half hour only.ahaha.i need a new book.havent got one in ages.hmm should i get another nicholas sparks or some other weird book.shall go kino.easier to choose.hehe.i want new shirts too!but so ex.crapp mommy wouldnt buy it for me.i want so many things...but do i need them?ahaha dont think so.ohwells.ahaha i think i need them.but i dont know!ahaha.i got nothing to say alredie.ahaha.oh ya!i watch mr and mrs smith.quite funny also.the way they fight and quarrel the 5 and 6 years.rubbishh.i think angelina jolie is damn prettyyy!!

SHOUTOUTS:
iris!heyy woman.how was the perth trip?ya so happy you rememeber about your mommy and bought her something.hahaha.ohwells seeyou tmr at training k?loveyouuu.muahh!

michelle!heyy daddy.cheer up k?anything nu er is here for you to talk to k?ahaha.we can talk tmr during training.how fun.ahaha smile!loveyou.muahh!

2005-06-05T20:52:00.000-07:00

wheww national age group is over.has been alot of ups and downs during bowling.didnt bowl so badly for the first day of singles.second day was terrible.followed by doubles i did pretty fine.and super duper shit for quartet.so i didnt qualify for masters.but then tricia was late so they had me to take over her.so sway.was wearing slippers and a t-shirt.totally not prepared to bowl and didnt want to.but whatever.bowled so crappish.haha.then stayed back and watch the under 22 squad.so cool they all strike lyk no tmr.ahaha but no one had a perfect game i think.derek chan won.ahaha.my dii won!for under 14.so proud of him.ahaha.then uncle paul bought me a drink which i dont lyk drinking gassy drinks except 7up or sprite.but just to make myself full.ahaha.was quite fun talked to several people.got a box of chocs!hahaha.hui erh won third for masters too!haha way to go woman.and yaaa.today went to church in the morning.the scene between me and unty shirley left aunty mavis laughing lyk a mad woman.
aunty shirley:[mouths the word] where is jonathan?
me:i dont have chocolate[thinking she was asking for chocolate]
aunty shirley:[mouths bro's name again] jonathan!
me:who eats chocolate in church i tell you dont have alredi?!
aunty mavis:she is asking where is your brother...
me:....
hahah so retarded la.aunty shirley only seated one sit away also cannot just say.sighhh.then read a kids bible.ahaha.went to taka see books.came home and konk out till 3 something.talked to tau about some stuff.ahah rather interesting.then went back to reading my book which is super sad la!i think i'll end up crying tonight cos of the ending.heee.gotta go nowww

2005-05-29T21:20:00.000-07:00

first time i blog in the wholeee week.ahaha life has been boring.i think.bleahh.went shopping with mommy and aunty mavis today.ahaha shes so rubbish.i said i was thirsty and she brought me to the taka fountain?!!?!?what is this.ahaha.so tired.morning went to church.talk to joshua.so vain!ahaha even aunty mavis thinks so.but you look damn nice with your hair lyk that.ahaha.i lyk his shirt.then the whole service i was drawing swords and trees.ahaha so retarded.my left butt and thigh hurt.thanks to the stupid balance drill yesterday.ahaha.uncle john made me hold one bowling ball on my left then bowl lyk that.so yaaa...ahaha balance until leg pain.ahaha iris was the best.bowl with the rubber ring on her head.ahaha havent throw the ball alredi the ring drop.then hui erh.iris and i went to ps.ahah sit at swensens eat ice cream!super nice.ahaha then some survey person asked for our age and stuff.ahaha then iris so clever use my name and gave someone else's no. eh.ahaha went inter club.never see michelle for so long.cos didnt go school for the whole week.ahaha missed her quite alot.bleahhh.im tired.ahaha i shall go read book now.ahaha national age group coming.so dead.so dead...

2005-05-22T11:15:00.000-07:00

super nice song (:

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore
Anymore
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

this is so crap.i missed going out on friday.i missed flag day.and today i missed church.why cant this stupid fever subside.haii.and then the doctor said cos my throat is infected.helloooo no pain?but then again she is right its starting to hurt now.and my pajama wear has become a sweater long pants socks a blanket and comforter.so cold.ahaha not good.now im sitting here in front of the com for the first time in dont know how long.hah

2005-05-11T23:12:00.000-07:00

wheeee exams ended today.happy happy HAPPY!but im still gonna sleep super late even thou my eyes are gonna close.im gonna write a letter.stone.day dream and many more.hahhaa.i must remember to ask my mommy for money tmr!buy book!hehehe.since i have nothing to blog about.i shall just write what i wanna buy:

1.lime green slippers
2.lime green shorts
3.lime green water bottle
4.lime green pencil case
5.big shirts like my fila one
6.earrings [elle thinks im weird in choosing earrings]
7.lime green rubber band
8.school bag
9.ALOT of books.like maybe 3 if i can afford.
10.shoes[still thinking about it]

should be around there.actually i'll just be very happy if i could get the pink hippo from kalms.but i alwaes she bu de use my money buy.so i alwaes go to the shop look and touch then walk out.ahaha so stupid.i hope my mommy gives my enough money to get earrings,books and shirts.lyk that very very happy.heheh.okie nvm.im soo tired but im going to write a letter!then i will do someting else which i have not planned what it is yet.heh.i screwed up chinese test.whee.hahaha.life is terrible.except when exams just end.

2005-05-09T14:35:00.000-07:00

wheee!i have one more paper left!chinese!hehe and im free.i wrote out a list of ALL the books i wanna buy.hee.so fun.but for now i must study for chinese.my mom says if i dont do well.dont know what will happen.haha.my cousin is sooo funny.run treadmill also run so fast.who runs at 13 all the way![my cousin]haha.today's paper i screwed up again.i have this thing for screwing up every paper this year.ohwells.i only wrote two pages.actually not completely two pgs.haii.didnt know what to write at all la.i keep switching back and forth.first attack ques 1!only wrote one para then skip to ques 2!then wrote 3/4 pg then skip back to ques1!and ya just kept switching back and forth until "times up.put down your pens" sighhh.now its raining which is good!hahaha i like the smell of rain and its a nice weather to sleep in.but i feel very down.had sooo many dreams.lyk last nite had on dream woke up feeling rather...weird?worried?scared?i dont know.then this morning i went back to sleep after paper.had around 3 more dreams?but i cant rmb what they were.just remember how i felt in the dream.haha so weird.better go study alredieee.(:

SHOUTOUT!
elle:hey woman.ahaha.im alwaes here okie?so anything can just come find me.i'll alwaes make time for you alrite?hahaha.dont think so much cos everyting will be okie!just PRAY!hahaha.even thou some of my prayers dont get answered.but im sure this one will be.ahaha.loveya woman.good luck for chinese and history.heehee*evil grin* i only got chinese!

victoria:hey vic!hahaha.thanks for alwaes listening to me and ya just talking to me.whee.i'll reply your letter soon.ahaha.cos exams end tmr.(:take care alrite?you sound quite sick and a'div is coming.ahaha.all the best for everything!

2005-05-06T18:10:00.000-07:00

haha today is friday and it feels like the end of the exams!hahaha i know im going to fail allllll my papers.hee.i screwed up emath paper 2 today.i left the whole graph ques blank when i knew how to do it and went to do the trough which i dont know how to do.who on this earth is more stupid than me.haii.was in a really bad mood after bio.screwed up the paper.left one whole page blank.arghh why cant i write faster.ahaha forget it.paper is over anyway.the only way i can save myself is by burning down the staff room and all the examination papers with it!what a great idea but i'll never be able to pull it off.hahaha.then after that it was raining so heavily!everything is against me!i can stand under the bus stop and still get WET!why is this happening to me.ohwell.ahahah.i was about to jump over the railings of the third level after bio paper1.elle can be my witness.ahaha.but just playing only.today was a fun day after school.nice day.even the rain suddenly seemed nice.was so tempted to go call my maid and dog then we go running round the neighbourhood together in the rain.ahaha that'll be so fun.but my maid just took my money and went of the sunset way to buy herself food and err... chocolate.FOR ME!hahaha.im gonna smack aunty mede.she squashed my penguin under my bolster!ugh!what if it becomes flat.then it wont look lyk me anymore.ahahah.its so round and puffed up.so cute.that one is different.now talking to ven alone.shes so cute and her bdae is 3 days time!ahaha.daddy came back from new york on wed morning.and today he just left for melbourne.so far my dad flew 3 times this year.so fun.ahahah and im stuck in singapore but nvm i can occupy myself with other stuff.hee.shall go bathe now.going out for dinner.heh

SHOUTOUT!
venven:hi vennn! my left hand sitting partner.i miss sitting next to you and talking about almost everything under the sun okie.ahahah.and all our little secrets which no one else knowwws.aahah.at least we still tell each other stuff online rite?heehee.study hard for the remaining papers okie!anything can alwaes come find me and i'll be here for you!hahaha.thanks for listening to my crap too.loveya ven!ahahah.one day we must go out together and just talk and talk about everything.so long never talk to you alredi.hee.muahh!

2005-05-02T16:21:00.000-07:00

wheee geog is tmr. so is eng and that marks the start of EXAMS! oooo so exciting even thou i havent studied. just finished geog but going thru it again. im boreeddd. tmr wed and thur i have maths tuition. work does make u lose weight maybe cos i have to take my own transport everywhere i go and i cant eat lunch. ahaha. whooo! i like to walk around my estate. i think its a lovelieeee place! ahaha got so many cats lying around. but mimi is still the cutest. haha. shes fat and responds! ohwells. now justin is helping me do my shutterfly thingy. all my aust pics when i was in sec 1. haha. did it last week but dont know how to put the link on my blog. ahaha. i like my black t-shirt. okie that was so out of point! ahaha. aunty mavis and shirley comin over to go run later. ahaha i think they're doing brisk walk. my aunty is so funny!

aunty shirley: later want to go walk at the clementi drain?
me: where got drain?
aunty shirley: that longkang that one
me: oh you mean the canal?
aunty shirley: YA THAT LONGKANG! called canal ah?

haha my aunty is soo funny. she went swimming this morning without me. how can. ahaha. better go study geog. i might blog again later tonite! wheee bye! ahahah

2005-04-26T23:20:00.000-07:00

ahhhhh! next week is mid yrs. so exciting! ahaha. but then i also quite scared cos not prepared for geog and i dont understand chem! ahaha the rest not so bad. my mommy and daddy left this morning at 9 for new york. haii... i miss them alredi. ahaha. ohwells. ahhaa. then my maid and me keep each other company. yesterday mr kok was how funny! ahaha okie to me it is lah.

mr kok writing problem on the board suddenly,
mr kok: omg....
me wondering: huh what happened?!
mr kok: your school's question is economically not logical!
me: huh?
mr kok: where got ppl sell apple $2! so expensive... then the durian so cheap. $3! aiyoh... market sure close down.
me: errr...
mr kok continues writing.

HAHAHAHA. crazy man. ahaha. but ya... he is nice.
then today we got back our oral presentation marks in class? then elvina and me had the same marks! the this conv went on between us
elvina: omg how supernatural is that. we two got exactly the same scores and ... (i forgot)
me: oooo. why dont i push you off the building. if u survive. woahhh that is supernatural.
elvina: WHAT?!
me: hahaha. want to try?

hahaha. yes how retarded is that.
then as we were walking back to class i saw cassandra! ahaha then i was lyk CASSANDRA! then i wanted to hug her but i ended up wrapping my arm around her neck and i accidentally yanked her back then i let go and pushed her head front! ahahaha damn funny. then she was lyk ahhhh. ahaha she so cartoon and cute! kept laughing together. miss our chem lessons together alwaes take things together then compare answer. sighhh... now still have maths to go. i wanna read booooookkkk! ahaha. i finish quite an amt. i think i wanna go out and study tmr if i may. heh. better go now.

2005-04-09T22:37:00.000-07:00

b div ended quite long ago. lyk 1 week and haii... it wasnt so pleasant but im sure the b div tried their best! ahaha. cheer up ppl. theres alwaes next yr. now that b div is gone, theres so much work to catch up with especially maths! im a goner! heh. but i lyk maths...i think its fun. (: yesterday was international friendship day! ahaha. i embarrassed myself on stage in front of the whole school. *bows* the taiwan girls sang a song and cos the mics were quite far, they couldnt be heard. so cheryl and i carried the mic with their stands closer. i grabbed the upper part part of the stand and guess what? IT CAME OFF! so yes... the stand was split into two and unfortunately, everyone saw that. haha sighh. after that, we had to bring the tawian girls out. my buddy is soooo CUTE! haha. michelle and i love our buddies soo much. ahaha. brought them home first, by bus. then took a taxi to dhoby gaut or how you spell it. brought them for lunch and then elvina's buddy wanted to watch samara! omg and the only reason i agreed was because they only come once in lyk how long and we were supposed to bring them around. so ya.. crap. however, michelle's buddy and mine preferred shopping. so sweet! and ya... i bought an eeyore stuff toy thingy for my buddy, her name is wan zhu. then while waiting for them, michelle and i were looking at mugs. with pooh and frens on them.
me: michelle! look at this cup! so cute... ahaha i lyk it.
michelle: its 11.95
me: okie forget it. lets go
hahaha. then went to eat. our buddies are good! they know how to navigate to mos burger and up to the food court on their own. ahaha. brought them by train to orchard. went cine and heeren. wan zhu only takes less than 5 mins to buy shoes at converse! and i was asking, "ni pu yao mai ah?" and her reply "yi jing mai le" hahaha. woah. michelle abandoned me to go home so i had to look after the two girls. apparently they are best frens. watched samara. will never watch it again then audrey brought them home cos i couldnt. suppose to go back with my mother. turn out she never pick up any of my calls. haha. so daddy brought me back. oh yes... before she left. she was lyk :"da jie, zhe shi ge ni de." guess what?! IT WAS THE MUG I WAS LOOKING IT! hahaha she actually bought it for me. then we took pics and they gave me a neoprint of themselves in school uniform. so adorable. they are 14. haii... i miss them alredi.
one of the girls dropped her mrt card into the partition in between the travelators. and i had to run back and get it for her. unfortunately... she dropped it somewhere in the middle and all the people kept trying to push the card to the end where i could reach. once i got it i had to run all the way to the train. ahaha. so tired lorh. but i enjoyed mrself. wheeeee. (:
couldnt relli sleep at nite cos of the samara thing. so afraid i would hear scratching sounds and see her there. omg! thank god i stay in spore. ahaha.

2005-03-20T21:05:00.000-08:00

ooooo b'div is in 3 days! ahahah. and i havent got presents for them. oops? hee. but yes i will be with iris cheering for every team! yay. ahahah. today was the first time i saw victors so crowded during bowler of the month. ahaha. 8 ppl to one lane! it was alwaes 4. ahaha. but yes... iris bowled! ahaha. so near someone some more eh. ahahah. then shayna come down. and she keeps laughing whenever she sees me! wah basket. ahaha. i have a new adidas shirt. ahaha. lyk my kor kor's. i think its for guys but who cares! ahaha. then i went home before the thing even finished. go grandma's house eat. i just realised i didnt talk to joshua. ahaha. i only said one sentence to him. do u want to forward this part? ahaha. watching lord of the rings! omg i loveeee aragorn. ahaha. so handsome, can fight. not lyk legolas, fighting quite cool but i think he is gay. i lyk the necklaceeee. ahahaha
okie... b div is coming. the main competitor is sports school. haha but our team 1 can do it! heh. im tired... i have eye bags. so funny. this is such a short entry but dont care! (: good night everyone

2005-03-04T20:45:00.000-08:00

yay! no matter how sick i must remain happy. last wednesday, i had gastric pains and a fever in school but i didnt call my daddy and i went for training! so guai... i scared i miss maths thou. ahaah. then lasted until friday, where i fell sick with flu cough and i still had gastric pain. then finally, mom made my dad bring me to NUH. hahaha. quite disgusting. kept pressing my stomach asking which part pain, forcing me to drink 4 cups of medicine and a cup of water. yuck!!! then he gave me mc for 3 days so i didnt go school on erm... monday and tues? yupyup. went on wednesday but had to leave at 10 to go NUH again. ahaha. i got lost! from the kent ridge wing i had to walk to the main building and i was at the 1st floor but dad told me to take a lift to the 3rd. then when i got there, the lady told me 2nd. so i walked and another lady told me first so i finally found the clinic! yes! the doctor was rather friendly. he made me lie on this bed and called the nurse to come in. wanted to start pressing my stomach lyk the other time. so ya, he was lyk "could you unbuckle your skirt?" and i said "what buckle?" ahaha then the nurse exclaimed that she remembered our school uniform had no buckle and it was a dress and u wore your blouse over?? hhahaha. and he started laughing. abit the weird. ohwells. went back to school by 11 something? went for training but didnt bowl. lyk how to! cannot walk properly. ahaha. so fun talking to xin, myra and vic ng. hehe. today is friday! and i had a fever last night. and woke up with 11 bites on the same arm. mom thinks its dengue fever. ahahah! so weird. but now im okie... i can even bowl. but im starting to feel sick again. what to do! tmr is prokect inkwell fair. have a shift from 1130 to 2... so sian. nvm... iris will come and visit me. at least she said so? hehehe. korkor just came back from camp. gtg bathe!

SHOUTOUTS:
hey elle!!! heehee. (: hope your waist recovers soon or else i got no one else to tickle from behindddd. ahahahah. you know what i mean. muahh. loveya.

2005-02-24T17:20:00.000-08:00

haii... my life is screwed but im so used to it that i dont care anymore! ahahah. wednesday's training was the worse in my life and yellow is my bad luck colour. ahaha. i hate bionic zone 1. that stupid ball got something wrong one! lyk cannot go pocket... alwaes overhook. throw it off a building man. haha. aniwaeeee... i have alot of school work and im sick! YES! i suddenly had fever before training for a few hours. then i had gastric pain for the rest of the day. ahaha. this morning when i awoke, the pain was still there till now. which is more than10 hours! hurray... how lucky can i get. i sorta like logarithms now. its actually quite easy. ahahha. english was fun. was teaching tricia how to do a constipated face! and she was laughing. ahaha so funny. audrey and tricia are the best! the helped me in my e maths tuition hmwk cos i had no time. (: chemistry was sooooo fun! titration is nice, titration is fun! wheeee. ahahaha. i had the weirdest answers. that after 3 tries, ms lin had to personally watch me. ahaha. but it still came out about 27.1? when it was supposed to be 24.0. at least i go to do it 4 times? *grins* then we had 10 mins left? so ms lin wanted to pick someone to draw the ionic bonding on the board. i didnt know and i was quite tired, with my stomach hurting so i couldnt be bothered to look. suddenly... "joanna... can u draw it?" crap... how did she know my name when this is the second time she is teaching me! ahaha. so yes... she allowed me to call for someone to help. phyllis is such a darling. she told me how to draw and stuff. ahahah. we got it right! so vic ng was talking about how her readings were off. then i turn and said: "you know what is mine?! *said my readings*" then i gave her a thumbs up and said *not bad rite* ahahah. suddenly jerlyn, and some others said i very cute. okieeee. ahahaha! and she mentioned that darling wan theng changed target to me. ahaha. i didnt get it at first until i turn around and saw her mouthing "i like you". almost had a heart attack. hahaha. to add on, she made a heart shape with her hands and made it look as if it was pumping! ahaha she is so funny and cute. reminds me of a goldfish. so yes, school bell rang then cassandra and i were talking about some stuff that i cant remember. but we were laughing. and yes... darling wan theng came and told cassandra to stop seducing me! ahaha. i laugh until i sorta tripped over something? but yay i didnt fall. mr kok didnt scold me today. hehehe, he say i ke ke dont do hmwk. i didnt do cos he didnt tell me which to do! how would i know rite? ahaha. but yes... i want to go run. but how to? no car... so i will run tmr during pe and after training. heheh. going to sleep now. so tired.

2005-02-12T21:50:00.000-08:00

i love my brother and mother. haha. im going to sleep with my mom for the next week. she is sick. so poor thing.. during chinese new year. hahaha. i shall keep her company. today ben chee drove me to oxley road, he got his driving license on monday? so we arrived at aunty esther's house and then when i stepped in the door suddenly: OHHHH!!! *high squealie voice* joannaaaa!! aiyohhh grow up so fast! havent seen you for so long alredi become so tall. aunty esther is so cute. ahahah. then she was lyk "wait till i get my hands on that boy's neck" cos he wasnt in. they are so funny! rachel has really grown. she has an accent too cos she transferred from rgs to some international school. i alredi miss my brother and dad. they are alredi on the plane on their way to aust. sighhh... i have maths and ying yong wen to do. i will be hardworking and try to do either one by tonite so tmr i can complete it and study for tests. yay. i feel tired and bad tempered. i think i will go watch more korean shows with mommy. ahahha. i want my lao da to bring me out. he owes me an ang pao... i got quite little this year. but its okie. why be greedy when u can save money. just dont anyhow waste can. hehehe. i will make my cow fatter and buy another piggy bank.

2005-02-11T23:14:00.000-08:00

today was nice then shit then nice then shit then nice then abit shit, become very shit and nicer. then became normal. was shit because i got so moody in class but then i cheered up and the best was.... MDM YONG WASNT IN SCHOOL! so we skip chinese in the end. i was tying elvina's hair into 5 ponytails. it was so funny! so yes that was the nice. then became shit cos i didnt eat lunch and i ended up stoning and bowling so badly for training. go aunty judy's house and gambleeee. ahaha. i won pool at first, then become black jack. grandma is so not good to me! everytime she zhuo zheng, i confirm lose. i mean, who wouldnt lose to a banker who alwaes has 21. so i stopped playing till it became tong chui again. I WON! wheee... i won 26 bucks at once. damn good. then ben has something to do with me. i win he win. i lose he lose. josh and i alwaes get same cards. ahaha. im tired... wont blog further. ahaha.

2005-02-10T16:45:00.000-08:00

today is the 2nd day of chinese new year! ahaha so fast. i have money. wheeee. okie its not been boring lyk last year. last night, i went to the park with tim, josh, joni, ben, sheryl jie, christine jie, jonjon and ah hui. ahaha was super funny. ben and joni were abit mad, they actually made a fire with the sparklers and dried leaves. quite good, but after that go home we all stank of erm... burning wood? ahaha. 5 of us sat in a rocking seesaw thingy in the park. i fell out twice cos it was bent too much to one side. ahahah all laugh and laugh. relatives went home at 12 plus? after ban luck. jolyn and jo-ed are so cute! jolyn kept following iggi everywhere. iggi was wearing a red costume lyk thingy. haha. so cute. iggi is smaller than mimi! YAY!
MY CAT ROCKS!
coco was a good girl last nite. except she almost gave manfred's grandpa a heart attack. bleah. ahahaha. coco kept barking so my dad put the sparkler beside her which made her run into her house. haha so cute! but ohwells. ahaha. then later on, im going to my aunty's house for another round. but i feel lyk going running. havent completed the 5km. ahaha. shit, tmr got training and i finished maths. just hope no geog. i have yet to complete the workbook. i want to go to iris's house and elvina's house for open house! and then i wanna go out with elle on sunday to celebrate her bdae. must pray hard hard. ahaha.

2005-02-06T22:20:00.000-08:00

Don't leave now
Not yet
There were time we regret
And i'm sorry
Somehow
I only
Wanted to make you proud

If i could only let you know
I'd give up everything i own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing i wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If i make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice

When you told me
I froze
It still echoes
In my soul
Please forgive me
If i didn't say
I love you
Every single day

If i could only let you know
I'd give up everything i own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing i wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If i make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice

Nobody told me we'd only get one chance
I didn't know that our tide would turn so fast
Why we have to say goodbye i don't understand

If i could only let you know
I'd give up everything i own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing i wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If i make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice

i could not let it pass me by
Nothing i give to sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
We'll meet in another life
If only we could live twice

2005-01-29T10:30:00.000-08:00

ughhh so angry. think my schedule so easy isit. u try lah! freak lah monday obs alredi. no mood to go already. everything i do must give my mother 10 reasons. wah lau! then this morning got abit of muscle ache cos yesterday run more than 2.4km. i wake up and ask my mom "can i go tuition another day?" i get a big "NO!!!!" and a stupid freaking scolding lah. dammit. i hate my hair! shit i want to tear up all the papers. then i ask her... can u bring me out later to buy obs stuff? "cannot! i bringing jie jie out alredi" what shit. bring her out cannot bring me lah. fine... i know u lyk her more anyway. yesterday look after kor kor so much, cos why? he only comes back twice a week cos he is in the army. jie jie must bring out cos hardworking then complain mom alwaes bring me. wth lah! got meh... look at all the work. everynite mom will come back and say jo u cannot alwaes do surface. blah blah blah. she doesnt even lyk my freaking geog test marks. fine i did badly.... i studied. she doesnt even wanna listen to my bio marks cos she wants to sleep. ughhhh i should probably go jump of a building. so irritating. now i have to go for tuition. bloody hell lah... dont want to go church today alredi.

2005-01-22T15:05:00.000-08:00

funny things that happened at church:

aunty bettty: joshua, ask aunty mavis whether want to go alter call with me
joshua: aunty mavis, my mother ask whther want to go out with her
aunty mavis: ah po cook curry at home, dont want
joshua: mom (aunty betty) got curry at home
aunty betty: what you talking?!

hahaha. stupid joshua. but it was funny. ppl down there praying the two of them laughing. ahaha. after that, pastor magaret mentioned "there is a similarity between the toilet and the grave. when u gotta go, you gotta go." ahaha that makes sense. then ya... sermon was about God's second coming. and what satan has planned. this is the story she told.

three demons had a strategy to destroy mankind.
1st demon: tell men there's no God
satan: it wont work
2nd demon: tell men theres not hell.
satan: it wont work
3rd demon: tell men theres no hurry

hahah thats damn scary but true. oh wells what to do. its actually working on alot of us. ahaha. crap im so angry now. my damn com keeps signing me out of msn. and now i cant even sign in. and it says im signed in. wth! shit lah. damn pissed... and i was sending and receiving stuff. darn it. smash the dumb computer. i have to go study bio. ahahaa.

2005-01-21T19:40:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling rather depressed today. only elvina and i know why. we are weird. but yes, after talking to her. we realised we have the same problem. and i was getting sadder and sadder. ahaha. madness. shit theres something wrong with me. the world feels unfair. nothing is going my way. nothing at all. i feel lyk the ugly duckling. except i'll stay that way forever. and im evil, i have evil thoughts. so i think no one should actually get close to me or u'll die. thinking has alwaes made me get ideas that are out of this world and could nv happen. this sucks. i want to go beach, i want to scream. i have no idea but i feel lyk crying suddenly. i hate this feeling. i'm freaking mean. no one will understand how i feel. and im serious. my mind is lyk something no one can penetrate or fathom what i think. lyk sometimes my mom would say " i never know whats going on in that head of yours" true... i feel lyk im under all the world. . lyk how someone sinks deeper into the water and there is less and less light. oh whatever. things wont go my way. i have backslided from God. sometimes i just lose faith. cos my prayers never get answered. in terms of school, not getting scolded. he answers. but alot of others, no. so i dont know whats happening. or the devil is getting to me. haii... im in deep shit. i will not go near anything metal. cos its a new year and i'll pretend i nv did it. but scars wont fade away. they'll stay with me forever. no matter how i try not to look, remember or think. it will alwaes be there. yesterday, i was running with joshua in the gym. i kept running, and running. first i ran 2.4km. very happy. laughing at animal kidding, talking to him abt our frens. then he went to lift weights. i continued running, thinking of things, and as i got deeper. i started running abit faster. until my speed increased. i didnt stop until 20 mins later which felt lyk 5. i realised i ran more than 3.5km. maybe i should think more. then i can run more. then i can cry. elvina! im starting to be lyk you. to run when im sad. hahah. but i dont want.

2005-01-19T22:10:00.000-08:00

no muscle ache! no muscle ache! whoohooo! ahaha. ran with elvina and juli today. quite nice. windy windy day. ahaha. ran on the beach! but its lyk so much rocks and bricks that i twisted my ankle while running. it bent sideways and i couldnt relli walk but later it was fine and i started running again! hehs. today was an ok day in school. i dont know why elvina kept laughing at everything i do. sing song she laugh, say something she laugh, ahaha sing again she laugh. its as if im a walking joke. oh wells. ahaha. did ying yong wen. quite okae. english was nice. but ms teo stumped me and elvina when she asked how was skiing in korea. i went in p6. can remember bcos my beloved winter sonata was filmed there! ahaha. but i dont know how to describe. tmr we having picnic during english. i must rmb to bring a cap, but my hair will get screwed and i'll look lyk a luohan for the rest of the day. trg was fun. in a way. in the bus we all sang songs, nobosy's home, gu dan bei ban qiu and all the sad love songs. ahaha. during trg we sang too. heehehee. i love the song an jing bu zhou jie lun. kept singing with elvina. and xin. and michelle. ahaha. running was nice. i did only 20 sit ups thou. haha. i have finished all hmwk from school! simlutaneous eqns, algebraic manipulations 1 and 2! gonna do indices for tuition laterrr. now i owe iris, erh and ahmax letters. hai hand gonna break for sure. gtg now.

YOU ARE OFFICALLY 15 AUDREY! ARENT YOU HAPPY. FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY! MUACKS! LOVE YA DEARIE. AND MAY ALL UR DREAMS COME TRUE.

SHOUTOUTS:
elvina darling: hey hey. yup we must run more! hope ur leg heals fast kaee. ahahah. then can run and run. at the beach. lie on the grass and stuff. hehe. had a lot of fun sitting next to you in school. muacks. take care.

2005-01-18T21:35:00.000-08:00

today is an ok ok day. ahaha. laugh quite alot in class recently. but nvm tmr run until drop dead! thats what i shall do with michelle and maybe elvina. ahaha. michelle! i think my dad can fetch you homeee. haii, i forget what i want to write. oh yes! today's chinese was damn sad. almost cried lah. about this man and woman, waiting under a shelter in the rain. the man wanted to post a letter to his mom and the lady offered to do it cos she had a umbrella. as she walked across the road, she got bang down by a car and died. cos of a letter she died. and in the letter, the man wrote to his mom saying "i want to marry her next month" omg!! shit damn sad lah. and the thing is that the girl didnt know. and she died. haii, then i started thinking of some stuff. can start crying one so faster do work. ahaha. audrey's birthday is tmr. whee hee. i'll only give u ur present on friday kae audge? hehe. went for tuition. was quite funny in a way. i just kept laughing. then dont know why suddenly val and the other crescent girl said i was cute. i was lyk errr... okae. ahaha. ya, i did work today. many many a maths work. (: hahaa. im tired. and sleepy. and hungry. ahaha. shucks, i should go do e maths soon. or reply my junior's letter. hui erh, taugay, agnes, iris... sighh. ahaha. so many man.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY! IN 2 AND A HALF HOURS UR GONNA BE 15! MUACKS DEARIE!

2005-01-15T14:55:00.000-08:00

wahhh today cannot get out of bed. i woke up from the sharp pain in my back, shoulders and legs. my lao da, da sao and kor kept whacking me with the bolster. no choice but to wake up or suffer in pain! hahaha. i was in pain since yesterday thou. in the morning we had p.e. and for the athletes, must run 2.4km. michelle and i were lyk what?! we're gonna die. hahah. i dont really lyk running. but if its lyk playing games and running i dont mind. ahaha. so michelle and i partner and run. she is now my running partner! ahaha. all the girls were screaming abt some dead rat, however michelle and i didnt see one. at that area thou, i stepped on someting. hope it wasnt the rat. sighhh...poor thing. hahaha. after that, was so tired in school. climb up a few steps alredi want to sit down. ahaha. so loser. in chapel, we had obs briefing! and the stupid thing kept us back for lyk...15 to 20 mins?! so i didnt eat, just rush to change, rush to bring the bag onto the bus. thats abt it. training wasnt that bad. elvina dear helped me with my line. ahaha. my first game is alwaes lyk shit. haii... later that. elvina and i went running! from victors to the mrt bus stop and back. ahaha. so fun. i met a dog along the way but elvina didnt see it. she must be blind..it was lyk lying there beside her. ahaha. quite cute but it ran away when i came near. oh wells... after that we couldnt even get off her car. so high up for what. elvina played the piano for me! ahaha she plays duper fast lah. kiasu again rite. ahaha. so funny. now im sleepy again, i think i shall go back to sleep or read a book.

2005-01-13T17:15:00.000-08:00

im going to my cousin's housee!! ahaha. aniwae, i think joshua has weird neighbours. i called his house and then a little boy picked up so i thought it was roy. i said "roy ah. ur kor kor leh?" and the boy suddenly said, " im johan!" and he pass to phone to the maid. err... how weird is that. ahaha. tell me ur name for what. i think he is abt 5 to 6 yrs old? ahaha. i think my 5 yr old cousin is cuter. ahaha. today... first time im actually going to fall asleep in class. my eyelids were closing. gosh this is bad man. ahaha. must sleep early. juli says everyone has to run 5km a week. so tmr! elvina and i are gonna run outside victors. hee hee...run to the beach and back. today got alot of hmwk. i actually forgot to bring my chem wksts. so i told the tcher, when i went back to my seat, i realised i also didnt have my chem txtbk! super bad dayyyy. ahaha. so elvina was freaking nice. she lent me her txtbk and told the tcher that she forgot to bring hers. thank God the teacher didnt scold her. just ask her copy notes can. ahaha. thanks elle. muacks! then we went to the chem lab! that was fun. ahaha. we were boiling copper sulphate, the blue crystal thingy. then there were boiling stones to ensure smooth boiling. then suddenly, the solution exploded out of the mouth of the round bottom glass. ahaha!! everyone all scream and back off. elvina soooo kiasu. stand so near the fire. when it went out, michelle lit it again and the fire was so big. elle just screamed. ahaha. i stand there laugh ah. ahaha so funny. went back to seats, so scary. besides me was water boiling for fractional distillation. shit, the red light kept going on and off. then can hear something dripping. i thought the thing would explode. ahaha. aniwaes, gotta go my cousins house now. hahaha

SHOUTOUTS:
ellee!: thanks for lending me ur txtbk. ahaha ur the best fren ever man. ahaha. save me in my time of need. heee. muacks dearie! hope ur hand gets better and not so pain ya. rmb must run tmr kaeees! ahaha.

2005-01-12T21:50:00.000-08:00

i hate bowling bowling bowling. i cannot bowl at all. i suck at it. crap this is bad. i think im not gonna bowl this year. i just know it. i bet im the worst in b'div. and im totally lost in e maths. im lost in fractionally indices. ahhh freaaaak lah. first time im lost in maths. im starting to panic. this isnt good. yes...i've got to write a 50 word thingy abt myself for english and i really dont know what to write. so im gonna write for elle and shes gonna write for meee! ahhaa. this is good. i entertained elle during recess today. arent u happy elf? ahaha. maths was kinda long today. 2 hours...felt very long. and its the first time i saw mr ling smile!! ohhh so cool. ahaha. he said a statement that made him sound lyk he liked george john and aravin and then whole class was laughing. and i think some ac br guys are shit. spreading things abt ppl and trying to defend themselves. if any of them makes elvina cry, i freaking swear i'll whack you up. wth...cannot keep to ur own things isit. must go spread abt ppl and even go tell them person when u know it'll hurt her. think ur doing a good thing isit... if u want to. tell the person who is spreading to freaking stop lah. asses.... im in a bad mood now.

2005-01-10T20:33:00.000-08:00

today was a ok day. or maybe abit below average. ahaha. i was getting abit mood swingy and irritated. dont know why. ahaha. first lesson bio. i was abit lost. didnt know what ms t was talking about! crap... then have to draw cross section of plant cell and animal cell! i finishhh!! ahaha. then in came mr ling. ahaha. somehow, the questions that i know which are lyk most of them, he never asks me to answer them. but when a tough ques pops out and im lyk...wahh how u do. hope he doesnt ask me. next min, joanna, whats ur answer? wah piang! then i anyhow say some crap answer. i got it wrong today for sets. haii... stupid subset. chem, mrs lim alwaes talks so fast, im actually lost! seriously lost even thou i attended every lesson. sighhh, i really need a tutor for chem. heh. elective lit, it wasnt that bad! we analysed the black eyed pea song, where is the love. ahaha. then ms teo was asking us to describe the person. then i leaned over to elvina and say, "her lips are as red as the mark my teacher's wrote on my paper" and "her eyes are as big anf round as the zeros on my test paper!" ahahah. nat and gang had to rap the song. ahaha. abit tone deaf man. ahaha. rest of the day bowl. bowl lyk cow...nothing surprising thou. ahaha. now im home...and i gotta do my work. my dinner is ruined and my maid is back!! hallelujah. damn happy. ahaha she bought me gifts. and she bought me food from her country. freaking nice. ahahaha. love her mans.

2005-01-08T15:30:00.000-08:00

ok...all im going to do is focus on studies. ahaha. and listen to mom's words. if i have suddenly grown very quiet then just pretend its normal. because i think i might start talking less for no reason. and yes...be careful not to irritate me. ahaha. but everything will be the same. i might feel lyk talking to some ppl, then again the next min i might not want to talk. so yes...abit weird. im lyk doing bio now and later gonna do chinese. yay...and after that if i have time im going to do my amath. sighh so much stuff but i feel so happy doing it. on the way home, when i was at taka, i saw two ppl who i know by name. they suddenly seem so far apart. ahaha. they dont talk and one walks in front of the other. a big change man.... oh wells. my mom also noticed. she was lyk, look at this relationship, also no use. the girl and boy dont talk one. oh man... ahaha. seriously wonder what happened. and today in church, pastor talked abt moving into the new year and forgetting past things. yups... thats a good thing to try! better get back to my mind map now.

2005-01-07T20:30:00.000-08:00

the only thing i can think now is running away...or just locking myself in my room. away from everyone...and everything. im so angry...i even forgot how to do my indices. omg why. im freaking pissed. everything is bad. i just want to let go of whatever things. am i that nice to scold. im a problematic child. why am i not lyk my sister? hardworking, my parents lyk her so much. my brother? smart and obey them. my parents lyk him alot too. im sitting in the dark...with the doors, windows and curtains closed. everything is just black. i dont want to see myself in the mirror. everything is gone again. why isit i've gone so bad. i dont think anyone exactly understands how i feel. my mood swings are so bad, i dont want to talk to some ppl in case i scold them. im irritated with everything. i hate myself. i hate my family. im sorry i caused coco so much problems. im sorry i caused my dad so much problems. im sorry i made my siblings so unhappy. im sorry for everything.... should i keep crying? no rite...cos its not good. i cry too much. but i just cant help it. im freaking useless. i just want to give up. whatever i do is never good enuff. bye.

2005-01-04T19:10:00.000-08:00

i got so many things to do im going to die. but i feel lyk working myself till i get sick. ahaha. i got zhou ji, two jian baos, read a chinese essay book, mind map for bio, read geog, tuition hmwk. now my dad is asking me to go for chem tuition. that means i'll most prob have two tuitions on sat. todayy we had ms thomas for bio! sooo happy. shes quite nice. ahaha. geog was a relief teacher bcos mrs nat lim was on maternity leave. geog wasnt as fun as i expected...i hope it gets better thou. im sitting with tricia! and there are scholars all around me. ahaha i feel so stupid there. all the a1 and a2 class sitting all around. chinese was quite boring...started to stone and i actually fell asleep with my eyes open! mr ling's lesson was lyk...woah! so many weird things. its lyk, what am i gonna use amath for when i get out of school and go work?! sighh... but he was nice. he didnt give us hmwk. ahaha. theres a chinese test next week and cos of elvina! i have to sit alone for 3 days...but guess what?! tricia will be gone which means audrey might move up fronttt!! heehee. i dont lyk being alone. sighhh...after that went for two hours of amath tuition and did simultaneous eqns. my brain hurts...quite alot. gastric is coming back and i keep hearing ringing sounds. ahhhh my headddddd!! i slept at lyk 2+ yest. nite. was watching bo li xie and couldnt sleep. the show was so sad! *yawn* i think i might go sleep now. ahaha. gdnite everyone.

2005-01-03T20:05:00.000-08:00

today first day of school. i can tell our class doesnt care about coming early! crap...i rush for nothing. ahaha. i was the third person to reach thou. and i picked the seats in the third row right at the corner. yay! so now elvina is sitting nxt to me, tricia diagonally behind me and audrey right behind me. the two melissas in the front. my row is nice. :) ms teo very nice!! but why does she have to teach lit...my worse subject. i just cant express myself in writing. so i end up trying to express but never able to get to the point. and the timetable is confusing. ahaha. odd and even week...one week got lecture hall. next stay in class or something. or i dont know if im joining with another class. oh man...ahahah. but overall it was quite okae. i think mr ling is scary thou. his handwriting is soooo small. im so scared i cant see it. but even if i cant i wont dare to tell him. ahaha. im lyk quite scared now. what if i dont understand a maths and e maths? what if i cannot do lit? what if i cant get bio? and chem. haii... the first few months are hectic. mon trg, tues tuition, wed trg, thur tuition, fri trg, sat tuition. wahhh shit. but im looking forward to obs!! ahhh!! obs! obs! obs! ahaha. so fun. i think most probably my class is going mobile. heheh. for 5 days. and we can come back burnt. now gotta go prepare for school tmr. my back is gonna break from the weight of the books. ahaha.

2005-01-01T22:45:00.000-08:00

haha just got home from shopping with elle. my legs hurt abit. today i woke up and spent the day sitting in front of the tv. entertaining myself with switching channels and i finally settled on some show called mystery alaska. its nice. ahaha. then elvina came after her lunch with her mom. we had to sit on the sofa and talk cos my brother was sleeping in my room! squished my poor bolster! haii...ahahah. then was laughing at addams family while elvina and me were talking. hahaha. went up to my room cos my brother woke up alredi. ahaha. elvina loves my bolster! ahah the other one i mean. ahaha. she kept hugging it. and yes we continued talking rubbish and laughing for lyk....quite long? more than 1 hr. went down, ate dinner with my brother and sis while my mom was laughing at the tv. hahah! after dinner, went up to change and mom brought us to town. elvina went on a shopping spree and spent over 70 bucks! i only spent less than 30. im sooo happy. ahaha. but not also cos i spent alot. well not really alot but it was all that i had at the moment. i bought two pairs of earrings. one for school and one that is the same as elle's. went to eat later and talk abt stuff. how im going to save money and come back to shop more! and more! wheee. but thats when i get the money...sighhh. i have to get a present for kawai, ahmax, michelle and audrey. oh noooo...im broke. aiyah... skip recess! damn smart...ahaha. mom just bought the glass shoes vcd. going to watch it soon. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! God bless.

2004-12-27T00:20:00.000-08:00

ahhhh christmas was so fun. hahaha. my relatives all came to my house on christmas. then talk abit while mom prepared loads and loads of food! ahaha. finally she finished cooking and then all of us ate. ahaha. i think dad opened a bottle of champagne and each of us got one cup. haha. joshua was so happy cos he alwaes wanted to taste alcohol. he thinks its cool?! crazy crap. aniwae...the rest say he hao lian and then my grandma laughed lyk mad. but when me and my sis tried a brownie, that was the end of me. ahaha. its lyk my brother and his fren kevin were looking at us when we tried the brownie. next min...i was walking over to them and saying. "dont eat the brownie." then his fren asked, "is it that terrible?" ahaha. and i nodded and walked away. ahaha. later, his fren called me over and asked me how to bake brownies. at that moment, i realised he was the one who baked the brownies. wah that was lyk one smack in my face. SH*T! ahaha. then i ran to tell my sis and she quickly took a brownie and ran to where kevin was and took a big bite saying mmmm! ahaha. my brother was laughing lyk shit. at first he was wondering why i was so truthful and honest. ahaha. turns out i didnt know his fren baked it or i wouldnt have said anything!!! crap...ahahah. after eating, my aunty made us play cherrades! ahaha. that was one of the funniest games. joshua had to make us guess william hung. ahah and he started doing the dance. and jia ming shouted ricky martin. almost died. ahaha. then my dad had to do an impression of shrek! ahaha. then all sorts of answers came out. example: MONSTER! SANTA CLAUS! ahaha. and ogre. and i thought it was a gorilla. ahaha. damn funny. then when i went up, my aunty made me do a child is born. lyk how are you supposed to do that?!!? ahaha. so i pointed at my little cousin and the all knew child. ahaha. then came dumb answers. lyk: a child is pregnant! child give birth! ahaha. what rubbish...how can a kid be pregnant. then got fat like king kong...spiderman... hiyah. all funny ones. ahaha. then time to open presents! so happy...ahaha. i got a porcelain tea set from my mom to add to my other 3. haha. then my aunty gave me a set of butterfly earrings and necklace. aunty betty gave me a black wrist band with my initial. ahaha. nice... my dad went all red in the face when he gave the present to my mom. ahahah!! so funny. aniwae...this yr's christmas was finally better than the rest. however, lao da didnt come. so i didnt get my present from him. heee. im going to read my book now. heh.

2004-12-23T18:25:00.000-08:00

tmr is christmas eve already! so fast...and i still havent finish shopping. ahaha. i still need to get elvina presents...ahaha. and some other frens i think. heh. sorry ah. aniwae, today went out at 1220 to take, bought stuff, went on to cine, nothing there. went to heeren.. not much as well. so went back to taka and bought more stuff. ahaha. then had to go meet elvina at borders to pass her the cheque for her mom. hee. then she bought me a present! but i was supposed to pretend i didnt know she bought anything. ahaha. so funny. later went to sakae sushi and eat brunch! hahaha. so hungry... but after that cannot eat alredi. andrew kor came and joined us halfway. ahaha. then i had to go home. but daddy dropped me opposite first. ahaha. then went home, and i suck at wrapping presents. really cannot wrap for nuts. ahaha. looks lyk sai man...so i stop wrapping after the third present. another reason is...i ran out of wrapping paper...hee! ahaha. today...first time i woke up at 9 in days! ahaha. had to wash 3 pails of clothes and hang them all out. i accidentally banged the roof with 6 bamboo poles. ahaha. damn good...the cats were running here and there with the dog barking at something which i think is invisible cos i cant see a thing. ahaha. finally finished, but guess what. the sky got cloudy! wah piang...somemore i hang out all so nicely lah. ahaha. oh wells...took it in then went off. my dog wouldnt let me give her her medicine. keeps twitching as if shes having fits. so i cant put it into her ear! hahah. she finally lie down...then try to put one more time. she almost bit off my arm. ahaha. so i didnt give her her food! bleahhh. but i see her so cute then just give. hahaha. so bored now.

SHOUTOUTS:
elvina: elff!! ahaha. sorry kae ur gonna get a late present but its gonna be super nice kaeee? ahaha. sorry ah. but aniwae, you can abuse me more lah. ahaha. but usually i will abuse you back rite? ahah thats what frens are for!! ahaha. love ya babe. muacks! *hugs*